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12:11 night in sydney. Happy birthday to myself...

Shing

Happy 2 years...

Happy our 2 yrs anniversary my dear... Hehe don't ever even think that I forgot. I remember exactly alright? 11 of april. I guess only us will know why its 11 of april... haha anyway. On this special day, I still wanna say the 3 common words that u hear everyday. I love you... Lastnight you were with your friends at home and I got work early in the morning, so i didn't get to talk to u much. Therefore, I prefer to write it here since I'm gonna blog anyway on this special day of my life. Ofcoz, wish that I can spend today with u ( actually, I thought of flying there today). But ofcoz however, since the last trip is way too ex that It cost me an arm and a leg that I cannot go again yet today. Have to wait till june hehe... Actually, I am currently working while i am writing this. See how nice I am my dear... Still miss you every seconds even when m working. haha... but ofcoz today is damn quiet la. Been slacking the whole day already. No contracts no customers. Only have the type of customers that ask ridiculous stuffs. Anyway, Going to close the shop now. So i gtg... Miss u and love u much much much dear... Once again, happy our 2 yrs anniversary!

Shing

life in April

Firstly! March is finally over and im happy! (: happyhappyHAPPY. no more waking upp so early to teach. but i got myself a new jobb. yay! I've made myself a full-time tutor :D currently teaching sec 3 and 5 students. mm. dint expect myself to tutor! but here i am, tutoring untill no time to play much.tsktsk duno if its smtg to be happy bout. lol. wad to do. im so generous abt my tuition fee! but smtg stressful is tt my students' mid yr exams r coming soonnn.. and im worried for the sec 5 students,cos they're gon be tested all the chapters in olvl and i duno hw im gona finish revising all with them. alot! sigh. *cross my fingers*

Secondly, anw gonna have bbq with the 5A1 students this sat. really sweet of them to organise this event for me (: gosh i hope it'll turn out great and fun (: and the stupid management better fix the pit ASAP ! irritatingg.

Definitely! MMm.. its only april now. bout 2 more mths b4 he'll come. cant wait (: oh we're gon be 2yrs old this sat. amazing! (: really wish I could be by his side on this special day :( misssing him every sec of my life.

oh! and we're having evry fri night as the 5ofUs meet up day in MY house! (: cool ey! hehe. and this fri's agenda's gon be cookingg and playing wadever games we can tink of. apparently i'll just do the eatingg. haha.

Miss you dear...

Hey dear... just realise very long nvr get to post anything already ar. So since m free today, lets express my mind. Bloody hell, just like what I told u last night. Really miss u alot sia... And looks like we not gonna meet until early june since its very difficult for u to get the visa to come here. Haizzz... today feel alittle tired bcoz last night slept too late. But its not too bad. This week got hang out on wednesday and friday. So even I feel alittle tired, m still suppose to work. But the shop is so quiet today... Looks like the Financial Crisis is affecting the whole world now. But thats good... Because thats when I can truly realise that its very important to save money. Now I can feel the pain whenever I let a 50 bucks note out. I actually care much more than before when I used to let 10 of these notes out without any feeling. So that simply means I have improved in learning to save 10 times better than before. Hehe... my dear must be so happy to hear this. Can u believe that dear??? I know how to save and not wasting money now. I even think that in terms of saving, m better than u now dear... Alright alright, lets see how much longer I can stick to this savings principle. I am actually pretty confident that it can be quite long. Because I actually feel pretty good to see the figure inside my bank keep going up. Hehe, lets wait and see how high it can reach... Till then, once again... I love you dear!

Shing

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Anyway to add on since im kinda free now b4 i sleep. Dear has just gone back sydney n here i am alone again :( don't know when i get to c him again. i hope its real soon! I look forward to visiting him over der :) anw, last week has been a greatt week with him aroundd. life seems so simple, u and me, me and u. :) been only 3 days since he went back n im missing him alr. sigh.

life is so dreadful now. dread waking up on weekdays at 5+ and taking 2 buses to sch. plus the walking. AND the ENDLESS marking. quick! i want march to end like soonsoonSOON! and i shall have a slack unemployed life! :)

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hmm. today was my 2nd official day teaching all on my own, without my teacher in sch. sigh. ytd n today had been BAD. sighsighsigh. diediedie. my classes definitely dont like me... hmm. and its so difficult to get their attention for long! ohdear. what mess have i gotten myself into?

anw! alevel's coming out in 2 weeks time n im kinda looking forward to it! guess ive been waiting for too longg.. as much as im dead worried. sooner or later, we stil have to face the reality and welcome the results, fantastic or good or mediocre or bad. Life always go on. I hope I can get into my dream degree course! :)

its just another day.

Everyday is so tedious now. I have to slp everyday after I got home.

No more Alvl since 2 mths ago, yet I feel equally bz. tsktsk. Is there a point in involving myself in such hectic life, that jz seems to go round n round, with no end.

THAT class. that particular class. hate them like bfvrufvsjbryf. dont know what the hell is wrong with the students' mind. ultimate childish. hopelessly rude & defiant. They probably just love getting retained over n over again. They think they're so big alr, tsktsk. see their attitude I really can vomit blood. damn. Was so disillusioned after teachin the class. I felt literally DUMB teaching them. i dont owe them a living ok.
I am so not gonna step into that class again. ever again. Why should I?

Hmm.. teaching can really be so stressful. Now that I'll be taking over all my teacher's classes.... .... Im starting to be dead worried. without her... sigh. How do I teach interestingly? sounds easy I swear. but when ure really in it, having to do it. GOSH. tougher than u can ever think. different students r jz different. its way impossible to accomodate evry of their preference. Im tryin my best. I am.

wahhhh I still hate those chao ah lians... ... their attitude and their language, in which every statement is punctuated by vulgarity simply irks me. How old are they???

mmm. I really shd try an unemployed life soon... then I can jz hang out as much as I want, watch dramas like nobody's business. Ive got so many pending dramas waiting to be watched! and perhaps I can do some art stuffs :)

hmm..
anyway! smtg to look forward to.. he's finally coming! 2 more days! believe ornt. I am so nervous! and ugh Im like in my fat state. as always! I really shd go do smtg bout it. instead of pushin it aside all the time due to pure laziness. yea i really shd.