Its finally 12 midnight on my clock !! gosh Dear its finally 11th April ! Exactly a year ago I was just blogging for our 3rd year anniversary.. and of course this year would not be an exception.
Time literally flies !!! Unbelievably, I've been in Sydney for almost a year... and in just another year, I would be graduating... by which time we would have been together for 5 years and counting :)
You know what dear... You really have been with me throughout my most major stages of my life.. and you saw how I grow up from a little JC girl to a uni grown up girl... very mature now heheh kidding la. But certainly I've changed alot since we've been together.
I suppose now is a very good time for me to express my thoughts... about my whole time here in Sydney. I feel that coming here to study really has broadened my perspectives. Of course there are undoubtedly tradeoffs... pros and cons. But I have pretty much adapted to everything.
Wells, coming here really has made us realise how different we are as an individual, didnt it? We quarrelled quite alot of times, just when our relationship seems to be faltering.. you're always there to support it.. well and firm. Dear, I've learnt how to embrace our differences :) I just hope that as we grow up and pursue our individual goals, we would continue to stay as one heart and soul. Because I believe that is what's keeping us together until today.
I'm really sorry for not being an understanding girlfriend in the past and make you feel insecure.. I realise I have always been indecisive in the way I think.. well maybe a bit like your brother hahaha.. But now I realise how irritating that is to other people... and I am changing dear. Because I wouldn't want other people to treat me that way too, especially you my dear.
No matter how I may act or talk, there's just one thing you must not doubt about me... that I really do love you very much, and I'm afraid nothing will change my feelings. If you cheat on me (*touchwood!), then I would break up with you although I know that I probably cant erase the feelings.
Dear.. if we're not destined to be together... last time when you tried to get to know me in sec 1/2, I'd have tried going out with u (cos I was quite hua xin in sec 1/2,first time see guys in school lol) Ironically, you're the only guy that I didnt try getting to know despite you showing some interest. I just find it so amazing... Cos one thing for sure, if we did get together last time, we surely wont have what we have today. Well, I would just say its so amazing how God has a plan for us both.
In the years to come, I'm sure there will be more obstacles for us.. I just hope we will continue to support and care for one another because they are what makes us stronger :)
I will always love you my dear. You complete my life and I hope you will feel the same way too.
Not to forget, I am so proud of you that you've finally established your own business venture my dear. This year is definitely a significant year for you. I pray that your vodafone shop and Shing mobile will make a positive difference to the market in the months to come!
With love,
Angelia
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