ALL ABOUT YOU

I think I need help.

2011-08-16T21:37:00.003+08:00

Lost in a maze, don't know where to go.
I just feel like running away, and start my life all over again.
But would that make things better? That's questionable, indeed.

Reminiscence

2011-05-29T23:05:00.002+08:00

当你幸福的时侯可能我没在你身边
可是当我幸福的时候是因为你在我身边

11th April 2011

2011-04-10T18:40:00.007+08:00

Its finally 12 midnight on my clock !! gosh Dear its finally 11th April ! Exactly a year ago I was just blogging for our 3rd year anniversary.. and of course this year would not be an exception.

Time literally flies !!! Unbelievably, I've been in Sydney for almost a year... and in just another year, I would be graduating... by which time we would have been together for 5 years and counting :)

You know what dear... You really have been with me throughout my most major stages of my life.. and you saw how I grow up from a little JC girl to a uni grown up girl... very mature now heheh kidding la. But certainly I've changed alot since we've been together.

I suppose now is a very good time for me to express my thoughts... about my whole time here in Sydney. I feel that coming here to study really has broadened my perspectives. Of course there are undoubtedly tradeoffs... pros and cons. But I have pretty much adapted to everything.

Wells, coming here really has made us realise how different we are as an individual, didnt it? We quarrelled quite alot of times, just when our relationship seems to be faltering.. you're always there to support it.. well and firm. Dear, I've learnt how to embrace our differences :) I just hope that as we grow up and pursue our individual goals, we would continue to stay as one heart and soul. Because I believe that is what's keeping us together until today.

I'm really sorry for not being an understanding girlfriend in the past and make you feel insecure.. I realise I have always been indecisive in the way I think.. well maybe a bit like your brother hahaha.. But now I realise how irritating that is to other people... and I am changing dear. Because I wouldn't want other people to treat me that way too, especially you my dear.

No matter how I may act or talk, there's just one thing you must not doubt about me... that I really do love you very much, and I'm afraid nothing will change my feelings. If you cheat on me (*touchwood!), then I would break up with you although I know that I probably cant erase the feelings.

Dear.. if we're not destined to be together... last time when you tried to get to know me in sec 1/2, I'd have tried going out with u (cos I was quite hua xin in sec 1/2,first time see guys in school lol) Ironically, you're the only guy that I didnt try getting to know despite you showing some interest. I just find it so amazing... Cos one thing for sure, if we did get together last time, we surely wont have what we have today. Well, I would just say its so amazing how God has a plan for us both.

In the years to come, I'm sure there will be more obstacles for us.. I just hope we will continue to support and care for one another because they are what makes us stronger :)

I will always love you my dear. You complete my life and I hope you will feel the same way too.

Not to forget, I am so proud of you that you've finally established your own business venture my dear. This year is definitely a significant year for you. I pray that your vodafone shop and Shing mobile will make a positive difference to the market in the months to come!

With love,

Angelia

11 June 2010

2010-06-11T02:05:00.005+08:00

Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dearest!

Had fun drinking with your friends? :) I hope u didnt drink too much though hehe. I'm gonna sleep now already, been settling some stuffs regarding my visa application, tomorrow I'm gonna go IDP to do it, hopefully everything will go smoothly! So yea, before I sleep, I shall write a short birthday wish for you.

This year you're turning 24, getting older and older, the feeling sucks huh, but fret not, just remember that you're growing old... with me. We're both getting older together, life's suckiest and joyous moments and times, we'll spend them together. So whatever comes our way in the future, we'll face them together yea.

My 10 wishes for you in 2010:

1. You'll pass all your exams with flying colours!
2. You'll revert your lifestyle and lead a normal healthy lifestyle with your truly loved one, that is ME.
3. Quit smoking and drinking coke so often hehe.
4. Your business ideas will become reality and that they'll produce awesome returns.
5. You'll become an outstanding businessman, who can earn piles, just through phone calls, without having to slog hard like looking after the shop the whole day.
6. Yea, basically you to be very wealthy AND healthy.
7.You'll love me as always when I go over there. No no, love me more I mean, and value my constant existence around you, and NOT get irritated hehe, ahh and you to appreciate the way I already am.
8. You'll always be blessed with happiness, and surrounded by your loved ones.
9. To become fatter! Okayy, of course not TOO fat la, but you're way too far from too fat haha.
10. You'll achieve your utmost desires, no matter what they are:)

This is like the 4th birthday of yours since we're together, do you realise? Time literally flies doesnt it? And guess what, not once of this 4 birthdays that I get a chance to spend it by your side, how saddening:( But I believe that will change:) I hope I get to spend your subsequent birthdays with you! But don't worry, I am not so stingy, I am willing to share you with your friends, but you should be more generous towards me heheh.

Last words. If you were to forget everything in this world, I just hope for you to remember that I love you, the way you are. You're so precious to me dear, someone I cannot afford to lose.
I miss you terrrrribly.

and of course... Happy 3 years and 2 months to us! :)
Love you <3

Angelia

Cooking with eehwee! :)

2010-05-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

Eehwee is so sweeeett to her bf, she's learning to cook canto chicken soup for him! Mm, I m like here writing this and she's beside me smsing. We're all waiting for the soup to be done! But err, I think it will take quite some time. pretty hungry already. And yea we're cooking dinner complete with souP! :) Hope it will be decent enough heh.

Anw, today is 18 May, Im probably going back on 1June. Thats like 2 more weeks, kinda dont feel like going back cause wanna spend as much time as possible with my girls. but sigh.Nvm I will come back pretty soon for a few days more anw! Im definitely gonna miss them if I go Aussie. Alot. I think the feeling's gonna suck BIG time. I dont know how life's gonna turn out without them with me :(:( SIGH.

okayy. We're gonna cook now :) Till laterr!

11 April 2010

2010-04-10T22:12:00.003+08:00

3 years old.
A Recollection, Reflection and Reiteration

Our relationship starts out in such a fascinating manner. Do u still remember, what happened to be just a random call from u one fine day, turned out to be a regular phone call. And what's most incredible, even without having met each other, we just felt it mutually; it's just something so indescribable, this feeling oh so true. Everything happens so spontaneously. We met each other for the very first time after being together for 3 months and in the next moment, we're holding hands smiling to ourselves. How many couples out there started like that? Close to none. I think we're just meant to be, at the first place. Precious. I wish I could capture every moment with you on paper and pen my love.

I have never thought I would be in a long distance relationship, and I know I will never survive through one. Not without you my dear. Your entrance into my life has made impossibilty impossible.

It was hard to trust someone totally initially. We even went through incidents that made us doubt each other. But it's ironically those incidents that have also taught us to give and take, and taught us to rely on each other. Time has proven that our hearts are bound together and I learn to completely trust you. That's when I realise I've given my life to you. You make me believe in true love, and I believe true love only happens once in everyone's life. I've found mine and I won't let it go. Regardless.

On our 3rd anniversary, this is probably a turning point in our relationship as we are about to embark on a whole new experience. The thought of it seems so inconceivable isn't it? I thought through it for so damn long, sleepless nights have finally made me realise what I really want in life. There are some stuffs that you gotta use your brains to think fo the answer. Relationships too, but you gotta use your heart to feel it too.

I don't know if I will be a good girlfriend that lives up to your expectations when I'm there in Australia. After all we have never been through such life before. I'm so worried, too frequently meeting you would make you take my presence for granted. I'm so scared my presence there might lead you to a realisation that I'm not the real one for you. Will I be a nuisance to you, if I stick to you too much? Will my reliance add trouble to your life instead? These questions of doubt and fear never stop haunting me, perhaps until this point in time.

Nonetheless I am going to do it, for I love you baby. I love you so much, I will take the risk. It's probably one of the biggest decision I have to make in my life. Regardless of the outcome, at least I know that I do it for love. No, not just love, but true love. Let me be someone you can trust, rely and fall back on, for I will not be just a girlfriend, but a best friend in disguise.

Let me share with you my thoughts about love.

Love is like a temporary insanity. It erupts and then subsides. But love is not mere breathelessness, or excitement. Neither is it just a promulgation of promises of eternal passion, perpetual obssession or infinite infatuation. To me, Love itself is paradoxically what is left over when being in love has gradually subsided and faded. You and me, I hope, shall have roots that grow towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we would be one tree and not two.

Yet true, very true only God knows what lies ahead. Thus, on our 3rd anniversary, I would like to make a silent but sincere prayer, for God to constantly bless us with true happiness, true love that would last us till death do us apart.

How I wish I can be by your side on this special day. But we're coming to a whole new chapter in our little story called love, so we'll have plenty of of such chances in the future anyway :)

Lastly, let me make a little confession.
You would always hope to be my first love, of which you are.

But I never hope or expect to be your first love, for I hope to be your last romance.

I love you.

Angelia

Thoughts about my dear

2010-03-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

God... couldn't really explain my feeling right now. Is she really coming? I just still couldn't really believe it. Recently I've been thinking alot. How's our life gonna be like? I mean ofcoz its such a wonderful thing. But for the fact that we've already been long distance for so long, I just feel too excited that I can't really get used to it even I just think about it. However, one thing for sure is that I am ready in giving anything of my life. I am ready to settle down with her, I am ready to look after her and staying with her. Alot of things come into my mind... Where shall she stay? How often we gonna meet? Will I be spending too much time or too less time with her? Will she get used to Sydney? Will she like Sydney? Will she change? Sometimes I even think that should we get married? or even just engaged first? haizzz... too many questions. Anyway, I can only do my best and hope that god will bless us with happiness.

Shing

tsk

2010-02-07T14:36:00.002+08:00

f****** angry.

why do I always end up in a proj group where the guys dont give a shit about the project and Im struggling on my own. it's due tomorrow, and i'm still stuck with the question, with no one's help and tomorrow got test some more.

Thoughts

2010-02-05T19:49:00.002+08:00

Its friday and I'm right at my desk, doing project.

Feelings:

Don't feel like doing project!

Feel like talking to him.

Feel like uploading photos in facebook.

Feel like youtubing hehe.

Thoughts:

Wonder what he is doing now. Is he hanging out with girls?!?! hehe.

Wonder how wy's farewell party going to be like.

Wonder if I can survive through the week to come.

FM quiz, FM presentation, IT business plan, IT video-making, IT ppt slides due. woah... dying. I'm withering here!

It's gonna be a long weekend next week though. vday cum cny. Looking forward to it. Except that I will be so packed that weekend :( Gonna spend my valentines doing ppt slides! Must maximise that holiday, so that when he comes, that week, I can run away from my project responsibility and enjoy some form of escapism with him. Well at least something to look forward to:)

Jan's 20th bday next week! :) my dear girl finally same age as me! :)

Won't be able to send wenyu off in the airport! :( Have class that day till 630, and her flight at 8. I'm at Boonlay, and changi airport is right at the other extreme end of the green line. Cab also cant make it on time. Life is sad.

Okay! done with my thoughts.

3rd February 2010

2010-02-03T22:13:00.002+08:00

Started in 2007, and now its 2010. amazing isn't it?
Every time I read what u write, I always feel that little tingle within me, it never fail to put a smile on my face, to cheer me up, basically to make me feel so right.
That feeling? To be loved by you. How does it feel to be loved by me? I'm sure we're feeling the same way.
I don't know how best to start it off this year too. It's been really long since I've blogged. The last time I blogged was like the time when I was still teaching. Now I'm like in sem 2 of my uni life. Again, amazing isn't it, how time never wait for you, how time just passes you by.
Alrights, if u think I've forgotten my chinese, let me prove u wrong :)
Let me express my deepest thoughts, with words, with deed. with.. my heart. IN CHINESE. never copy u :D

无可取代

思念厚厚一叠，刺入我的心底。
我告诉自己
别太依赖你
深怕慢慢毫无勇气控制我对你的眷恋

一直相信总有一种爱
无可取代
因为爱你，一而在

此时此刻
让笔墨表示我对你的溺爱
让行动展示我对你的不顾一切
就算世界与我为敌，我也愿意，愿意和你相依为命。

Originally made by your dearest okay! copyrighted :) so dear.. do u feel loved? :)

angelia <3

21st of January 2010

2010-01-21T05:17:00.004+08:00

Don't know exactly how to start this. its been like nearly a year since the last time I post over here. For some reason, this blog just seems to means too much to me that I can not just leave it alone like that. So, I decided to continue posting it ofcoz. Its been 2 yrs and 9 mths now since m with her. Seriously, I couldn't believe it. I really couldn't believe how can I do it? Ofcoz how can she do it as well? 2 yrs and 9 mthns of long distance relationship? Now I do really realise and believe that my life would be meaningless without her. Why is she so important to me? Why? I just couldn't understand as well sometimes. But I really do feel that this girl is destined to be my wife since the day I was born. I mean looking at all of the things that happen in the past. Looking at the time that I start to be with her. Its just so exactly at the right time and right place. Her character and mine is just so... I don't know how to put it in words.

Shing

...

2009-06-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

12:11 night in sydney. Happy birthday to myself...

Shing

Happy 2 years...

2009-04-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

Happy our 2 yrs anniversary my dear... Hehe don't ever even think that I forgot. I remember exactly alright? 11 of april. I guess only us will know why its 11 of april... haha anyway. On this special day, I still wanna say the 3 common words that u hear everyday. I love you... Lastnight you were with your friends at home and I got work early in the morning, so i didn't get to talk to u much. Therefore, I prefer to write it here since I'm gonna blog anyway on this special day of my life. Ofcoz, wish that I can spend today with u ( actually, I thought of flying there today). But ofcoz however, since the last trip is way too ex that It cost me an arm and a leg that I cannot go again yet today. Have to wait till june hehe... Actually, I am currently working while i am writing this. See how nice I am my dear... Still miss you every seconds even when m working. haha... but ofcoz today is damn quiet la. Been slacking the whole day already. No contracts no customers. Only have the type of customers that ask ridiculous stuffs. Anyway, Going to close the shop now. So i gtg... Miss u and love u much much much dear... Once again, happy our 2 yrs anniversary!

Shing

life in April

2009-04-07T01:06:00.002+08:00

Firstly! March is finally over and im happy! (: happyhappyHAPPY. no more waking upp so early to teach. but i got myself a new jobb. yay! I've made myself a full-time tutor :D currently teaching sec 3 and 5 students. mm. dint expect myself to tutor! but here i am, tutoring untill no time to play much.tsktsk duno if its smtg to be happy bout. lol. wad to do. im so generous abt my tuition fee! but smtg stressful is tt my students' mid yr exams r coming soonnn.. and im worried for the sec 5 students,cos they're gon be tested all the chapters in olvl and i duno hw im gona finish revising all with them. alot! sigh. *cross my fingers*

Secondly, anw gonna have bbq with the 5A1 students this sat. really sweet of them to organise this event for me (: gosh i hope it'll turn out great and fun (: and the stupid management better fix the pit ASAP ! irritatingg.

Definitely! MMm.. its only april now. bout 2 more mths b4 he'll come. cant wait (: oh we're gon be 2yrs old this sat. amazing! (: really wish I could be by his side on this special day :( misssing him every sec of my life.

oh! and we're having evry fri night as the 5ofUs meet up day in MY house! (: cool ey! hehe. and this fri's agenda's gon be cookingg and playing wadever games we can tink of. apparently i'll just do the eatingg. haha.

Miss you dear...

2009-03-29T09:36:00.002+08:00

Hey dear... just realise very long nvr get to post anything already ar. So since m free today, lets express my mind. Bloody hell, just like what I told u last night. Really miss u alot sia... And looks like we not gonna meet until early june since its very difficult for u to get the visa to come here. Haizzz... today feel alittle tired bcoz last night slept too late. But its not too bad. This week got hang out on wednesday and friday. So even I feel alittle tired, m still suppose to work. But the shop is so quiet today... Looks like the Financial Crisis is affecting the whole world now. But thats good... Because thats when I can truly realise that its very important to save money. Now I can feel the pain whenever I let a 50 bucks note out. I actually care much more than before when I used to let 10 of these notes out without any feeling. So that simply means I have improved in learning to save 10 times better than before. Hehe... my dear must be so happy to hear this. Can u believe that dear??? I know how to save and not wasting money now. I even think that in terms of saving, m better than u now dear... Alright alright, lets see how much longer I can stick to this savings principle. I am actually pretty confident that it can be quite long. Because I actually feel pretty good to see the figure inside my bank keep going up. Hehe, lets wait and see how high it can reach... Till then, once again... I love you dear!

Shing

:)

2009-02-24T22:15:00.004+08:00

Anyway to add on since im kinda free now b4 i sleep. Dear has just gone back sydney n here i am alone again :( don't know when i get to c him again. i hope its real soon! I look forward to visiting him over der :) anw, last week has been a greatt week with him aroundd. life seems so simple, u and me, me and u. :) been only 3 days since he went back n im missing him alr. sigh.

life is so dreadful now. dread waking up on weekdays at 5+ and taking 2 buses to sch. plus the walking. AND the ENDLESS marking. quick! i want march to end like soonsoonSOON! and i shall have a slack unemployed life! :)

...

2009-02-24T21:59:00.003+08:00

hmm. today was my 2nd official day teaching all on my own, without my teacher in sch. sigh. ytd n today had been BAD. sighsighsigh. diediedie. my classes definitely dont like me... hmm. and its so difficult to get their attention for long! ohdear. what mess have i gotten myself into?

anw! alevel's coming out in 2 weeks time n im kinda looking forward to it! guess ive been waiting for too longg.. as much as im dead worried. sooner or later, we stil have to face the reality and welcome the results, fantastic or good or mediocre or bad. Life always go on. I hope I can get into my dream degree course! :)

its just another day.

2009-02-11T19:42:00.002+08:00

Everyday is so tedious now. I have to slp everyday after I got home.

No more Alvl since 2 mths ago, yet I feel equally bz. tsktsk. Is there a point in involving myself in such hectic life, that jz seems to go round n round, with no end.

THAT class. that particular class. hate them like bfvrufvsjbryf. dont know what the hell is wrong with the students' mind. ultimate childish. hopelessly rude & defiant. They probably just love getting retained over n over again. They think they're so big alr, tsktsk. see their attitude I really can vomit blood. damn. Was so disillusioned after teachin the class. I felt literally DUMB teaching them. i dont owe them a living ok.
I am so not gonna step into that class again. ever again. Why should I?

Hmm.. teaching can really be so stressful. Now that I'll be taking over all my teacher's classes.... .... Im starting to be dead worried. without her... sigh. How do I teach interestingly? sounds easy I swear. but when ure really in it, having to do it. GOSH. tougher than u can ever think. different students r jz different. its way impossible to accomodate evry of their preference. Im tryin my best. I am.

wahhhh I still hate those chao ah lians... ... their attitude and their language, in which every statement is punctuated by vulgarity simply irks me. How old are they???

mmm. I really shd try an unemployed life soon... then I can jz hang out as much as I want, watch dramas like nobody's business. Ive got so many pending dramas waiting to be watched! and perhaps I can do some art stuffs :)

hmm..
anyway! smtg to look forward to.. he's finally coming! 2 more days! believe ornt. I am so nervous! and ugh Im like in my fat state. as always! I really shd go do smtg bout it. instead of pushin it aside all the time due to pure laziness. yea i really shd.

:)

2009-01-28T22:36:00.000+08:00

HELOhelo! Been a real while since ive blogged. mmm mmm. shall write sm stuffs nw b4 i slp.

okayy.. its been really tiring these few wks. making ppt slides is fun.. BUTBUTBUTBUT.. making so freaking many slides for different subjects can be so IRRITATING.. dotdotdot. put all the animation one by one. ugh. feels like waste of time.i put so much efforts making sure the slides are cool n nice, students better appreciate!!!!! nw i noe hw the teacher feels if his or her students doze off in class. feel v pathetic. for those chao ah lian students.dun tink im scared of them jz cos they show shit attitude to teachers, even scold vulgarities. cos im actually super scared of them =x LOL. they challenge u really v scary. culture shock. tsktsk.

anw! gonna be valentines soon~ I hope this time i'll meet him successfully, w/o anymore changes here der. been a really long time since ive met him.. mm. lots of misses here :)
ok shall turn in nw. *yawns. good nite world :)

hi dear...

2009-01-04T06:01:00.002+08:00

hi baby... how have u been in indo? haha i know i talk to u nearly everyday already. still, i want to write sth here. Otherwise, our blog is meaningless already. Anyway, first of all, sorry alright? didn't get to call u for the past 2 days because of my upside down sleeping habit. too tired lastnight so I sleep over early which is still not the correct sleeping time actually. Anyway, u must be still sleeping... Call u later when u get up alright? last but not least, I love u n see u next week.

Shing

to you.

2008-12-21T02:23:00.004+08:00

i miss u so much too baby! sigh, so long nv c u alr... ... we mz be proud of ourselves cos this is the longest interval so far. haha. bt lets hope wont be this long anymore nx time. cos missing u can get really... bad. sigh. okayy.. jz wan2 tel u tt i reli love u n love u n love u too! =)

heyy taker of ur health over der k.. cos i feel tt uve been lackin in slp n rest these few nites. got me worried. yea. n rem to have proper meals so u wont be so thin! u wont wan to be thinner than me rite... ... wel at least i wont want that! haha. okayy.

with love,
angelia

miss you...

2008-12-19T14:17:00.002+08:00

I miss u baby... really really miss u... hehe! just too free, so feel like expressing my feeling for you dear. love you and love you and love you...

Shing

everyday is a good day =)

2008-12-06T00:24:00.002+08:00

with facebook, now uploadin photos in the blog seems relatively much slower.. .. yea perhaps tts y i nw dun bother to put the photos in my blog alr. im satisfied w facebook alone. yea. heh.

hmm.. .. its like 00.25 now. n dear is happily singing K nw.. .. wonder wad song he's singing. heh.
sigh. miss him so much =(
so much so much so much. tsktsktsk.

hmmm.. had so much fun w em today! gona c her again jz hours laterrr! our movie marathon! haha.

hm. anw i was so in dilemma jz nw. dint noe if i shud buy the book "new moon". gosh bt currently gt hooked onto "twilight". dint noe romance btwn a human n vampire can get so interesting. credits goes to sherly for her ultimate recommendation. a good recommendation indeed =)

okay! im done w uploadin photos in facebook! efficient.
GOOD NITE everybody!

PPP aka pre-prom preparation.

2008-11-30T00:18:00.006+08:00

Okayy today had an interesting pre-prom trial w feli! after sweating out playing badminton w sher n feli as well =)
ok. pictires speak louder dan words.

ADVERTISEMENT FOR GATSBY HAIR SPRAY.
LOL.
lucu! x)
feli's before
feli's after.OKAY. feliii akhirnya sls upload! so happy! =D
photo kita yg ma sher jess itu i'll send ya another time oce... =))

life's so good being free to do what u wish n wat u reli feel like doin at any moment.

.. ..EM N AN.. ..

2008-11-26T23:22:00.005+08:00

20.10.08
Finally met up w bao beii! =))
we went to our usual all time fav place, far east.
had the thai mango sticky rice! GOOD.
and the tom yan noodle! GOOD. yummy. heh.

then we walk n walk n walk n walk n walk n walk. shopping w em is always so nice n fun! =)

then i had my dinner. apparently, i had a proper lunch n dinner food. wile em only ate dessert n nth for dinner! gosh. i feel so greedyy. heh. nvm. a hungry woman is an angry woman. so beware when goin out w me, mz make sure im wel fed or i'll grumble. heh. had a reli good indonesian food. definitely goin bk dere again =)

thennnnn as usual. we camwhore in the makan place. like nobody's business. even tho dere r pretty many ppl der. haha.

we took countless pics! bt too many to upload. bt em these r e main nice ones ya =))

lovee u em!

2008-11-26T22:40:00.005+08:00

19.10.09
its rachel's legal birthday! =)

and they went kboxing w the guys! so cute. heh.
birthday gal mz eat MORE CAKE. heh.
pictures! pretty pretty rachel the bday gal! =)

then i went to meet my favourite gals. beeennn a longggggggg time since all 5 of us can meet up =) miss them like hfiuhsvbgfvhbergbfse. finally. heh.

roam arnd town... ... walk. chat. laugh. gossip. eat. shop. camhoring. laming. SLACKIN.

anw orchard's pretty with the xmas decorations! =)

the feeling of havin no rush to do anyting, is indeed fulfilling and satisfying.

LOVE YA ALLL GALS! muacks!

After a horrid process

2008-11-26T22:06:00.004+08:00

its reward time! =)

18.10.08
right after As.

we went to equinox to have a luxury dinner. okay linc TRULY had an expensive dinner set. lol. the food... ... were all FAB. bt served in rather small portion i wud say. nonetheless, still worth the money to savour such pleasant cuisine =)

... ... ... pictures louder than words ... ... ...

great food, great timing, great atmosphere, great company =)

GUESS WHAT!

2008-11-19T10:42:00.002+08:00

Yay! hmm. lets c. im done w my As! =))

apparently rite nw, this sec, im discussin my blogshop biz w my dearest frens! =) yea. e feelin of no need study dam gud. heh. anw nth much to say bt suddenly jz gt e urge to blog smtg, cos apparently im SO FREE nw. haha. had aa GREAT dinner last nite w GREAT friends =) anw. wil upload e photos soon =) yepppp.. alritee... jz gt nth 2 do. n too happy to describe. can go out everyyyyday! n do rubbish. no more study =)

grown up finally! heh.

okay lemme jz describe my ffriends! aj n linc n me n eehweee r slackin away! HEH.

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2008-11-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

hey dear.. i may nt have time to view or update my blog all e time during my alvl period.

BUT today is a beautiful date, esp with its mth too. heh.
11.11.08. if only its 11.11.11! even nicer. marrying couples shud reli consider that date for marriage sia. lol.

anw, happy happyy 1yr 7mths dear!!

I LOVE U!
smtg corny? with all my heart and soul. corny but so true. haha.

n ure sweet to blog =) yesyess i cant wait to meet u soooon! =)
miss u! hope u miss me too x)

A level exams???

2008-11-08T07:39:00.002+08:00

Hi hi dear... I know you not gonna have time to view our blog since u r having your A level exams. Anyway, still i wanna wish u good luck for your exams. N guess wat! don't worry la... u surely get straight As one ar. I very confident in u... In regards to Education, I've never doubt your ability and hardwork. Must be stress these few days right? Studying at home every single day. So poor thing my dear... But don't worry la, I'll bring you out to all the places u want after your exams k? Just hold on and work hard for another few days until you finish your A level... I'll give you support all the way my darling...

Miss n love much much...
Shing

2008-10-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

what shud i do.

=)

2008-10-11T22:40:00.004+08:00

YAY!!
my deAR remember this special day! im happy =))
once again.. HAPPY 1half anniversary!
as u said on the phone jz nw. we've been togthr since i entered jc n nw im gonna take my As real soon. time flies, doesnt it? n ur presence has definitely added countless joy to my life, and ur company has made my 2yrs of dreadful sch life much much better. i really thank God 4 that =)

anw.i hope my words just nw doesnt sound like nagging to u? or is it really nagging? heh. but i really wish 4 the best 4 u ya. don't be too stressed out alrite? take it easy, really, as long as u do it properly, with the right attitude, everything will turn out good.

anw.. i cant wait 4 my As to end... ... n of cos to see u... ... this has been the longest interval that i nv meet u! bout 3 or 4 mths.
"miss u like a child misses its blanket."
familiar isnt it? heh.

XOXO
i love colours! =D

...

2008-10-11T20:17:00.002+08:00

today is my one-and-the-half year anniversary =)

studied w wenyu today. im so scared of GP alvl!! heh.
3moree weeks. the final lap.
im on my wayyyy to my Aces!! x)
study hard gals! miss yaaa guys! =)

miss goin K... ... ... heh.
manymany new songs to sing!

hmm. wad shall i work as after As?
thou its stil sm time away.. but good to plan early ey?
part time teacher sounds pretty good to me =)
cant wait! heh.

2008-09-29T18:12:00.002+08:00

五月天 - 天使
你就是我的天使
保护着我的天使
从此我再没有忧伤

你就是我的天使
给我快乐的天使
甚至我学会了飞翔

飞过人间的无常
才懂爱才是宝藏
不管世界变得怎么样
只要有你就会是天堂

像孩子依赖着肩膀
像眼泪依赖着脸庞
你就像天使一样
给我依赖给我力量

像诗人依赖着月亮
像海豚依赖海洋
你是天使你是天使
你是我最初和最后的天堂

such a sweet song to be sung to a girl =)
love evrything abt this song. heh.

life is like a game sometimes

2008-09-29T17:57:00.003+08:00

Naked - Avril Lavigne

I wake up in the mornin'
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me through another day
Doesn't really matter how I feel inside
Cos this life is like a game sometimes

Then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothin' to surround me
Keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
You've made me trust

I'm naked around you
Does it show?
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right.

yea. cos this life is indeed like a game sometimes.
you have to work your way out to emerge as the winner.
if not?
at the end of the day,you'll just be the loser.
but it gets so complicated sometimes.
i need a clue.
am i on the right track?
i do get lost at times.

em n me!

2008-09-25T15:02:00.010+08:00

belated post! beforeee em comes complainin 4 our pics! x) but there's TOO MANY pics alr. wil take forveer to upload them all up! hahaa. so yep upload some of them =)

basically we went to enjoy afterr prelim... in our fav hang out place: FAR EAST! why der? easy. cos its a reli cool place, all e latest fashion stuffs found der, e atmosphere is reli good for having a good shoppin experience, n they're nt too expensive =) love tt place.

then.. we found a new dessert shop! bravo! its called SLICE, and one of the owner happen to be an indonesian =) basically they sell finely sliced flavoured ice tt taste so HEAVENLY. imported frm taiwan n ppl, pls do try them cos it taste SO GOOD. they come in a variety of flavours. gt strawberry, mango green tea etcc.. i tink mango taste best =)

okieee. afterr wallkin n shoppin arnd practically evrywhr.. (stil cant a good flats! hmph) then we went to taka. bt halfway drop by at wisma cos i was cravin gor hokkien mee. so emily bring me to eat! =D

ITS SO HOT but GOOD! =)

Afterr that, we cam whoree! in the food court, mind me its at e food court. n these r SOME of the pics we took. cant believe it there's alot more. HAHA.

first we took a decent pic.

then we start takin retarded pics. LOL. omG, uglyme! haha.

self timer is reallly useful ey!

then em took a pic of me. gosh i m narcist i admit BUT, if someone else took a pic of me MYSELF, i do get a lil shy. HAHA.

the shades i took lik forever to decide whthr i shud get it ornt. lol. i gt it anw. n the super ultra nice n my-type tube tt em gave me 4 my bday! LOVEEEE IT. =) thx em. ai si ni le~!

alright.. thts it! shall go bathe nw!

*gonnna miss my angels alot!!! =( jia you girls we can do it k. n we'll have the time of our lives after A's togther!! =D

*school's like prison nw! my classmates wud noe why. tsktsk. LOL.

choc buffet =)

2008-09-20T08:39:00.004+08:00

yay! prelims over n finally we get to have our long-awaited choc buffet!

n so we gathered at hwee's hse, to pop linc's precious champagne 4 celebration. yeayea, i drank bout 2mm of the small glass. haha. linc went tipsy thou. heh. n went to tour hwee's hse. this is wad i gathered: hwee has a fetish4 books. her youngest bro has fetish 4.. gundam stuffs? n his tall bro LOVES CARDS. her hse card rm is kinda disturbing. all sorts of cards. goodness. lol.

anw.. after tt off we go. n everyting turns out amazing! awesome n totally worth the $$.

so we explore the freakin nice hotel, n took some pics b4 e buffet starts =)

damn nice toilet btw. superb. haha.

then finally its 8 n yea. n the place was... GOOD. gosh the ambience, the live jazz music,the seating, lighting, utensils n svs were perfect. n the food was heavenly! so many stuffs der. there were many kinds of pastries, puddings. esp cakes actually. all kinds of varieties, all chocs x) the best: is the 3lvls FONDUE. the fountain-like fondue. lol. goshh. some pics i took. bt v little thou cos apparently i dowan to look like a noob takin so many pics ther ah. hahaha..

too pretty to be eaten.

linc tried the 70% hot choc. mad. tts lik 4 gettin sore throat. haha. anw, bt..... it taste GOOOOD. haha sips of the 53% one, hmm prefer tt one tho. haha. anw had a fulfilling 3 hrs der,eatins, resting, talkin crap, eat n eat again,den we reli have a gud laugh x)

wel its been a reli fun nite, w good food n great company n sick jokes. hahaha.. at tt mmt, we're like, "this is a good life man". haha.

but....... next wk.. wil be a dreadful week! results coming out. die. haha. lets hope 4 the best tho =)

is this some kind of abstinence?

2008-09-08T23:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes disappointment jz seems to permeate into every crevice of my being. it seems imperative for me to compromise with my inner soul, thereby coming up with a consensus. i may give out an aura of independence and hence seeming to possess that tenacity crucial for this nightmare, but what if my breath cannot hold on that long? i am utterly baffled by this whole experience and its rationale. wait, that is if some form of logical rationale, or rather a purpose is embedded in them. this whole prestige can indeed be rather beguiling at first, but ironically, they can be the same powerful force that fills my life with bleakness. now i cant seem to stop contemplating about "that" future that my mindset is rather fixed on, perhaps words that used to convince me ----- though seemingly blindly now, have reached an expiry date or something? i treasure veracity much more than anything else, not inconvenient truths, but rather words that i can hold one accountable for. sometimes, surge of emotions, be it due to randomness or anything else possible, does evoke a sense of incredulity in me that i am feeling in this manner. what's with this dreary setbacks, or rather is this some kind of attrition happening in a girl's life, such that she needs to fight back. or is this just destiny? no way am i going to accept that.

no way.

how? =(

2008-09-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

okay. today is my 1st day of prelim. had GP P1 n P2. plus maths P1.
i went in feeling rather calm n composed, i mean how hard can a paper be? hahahah i guess its jz a consolation or smtg. yes i went hm rite nw, writing this blog feeling worse dan shit. IM SO SCREWED FOR PRELIM. nt a gud starting dfinitely. sigh, how?

was banging on environment topic to come out 4 gp essay, bt end it dint come out at all! spent one whole sunday memorising lik sm MAD PERSON in the hse, cos i mean, its a new topic, why wouldnt they test on tt?
So i was so wrong. so end up w barely a choice n wrote on education. a pretty easy topic, bt nt 4 this qn! ok actually wen i fiz saw it i was quite ok bout it. bt as i wrote......................... hmm. DIE.
the qn was "How effective is your country's edu system in preparing the young people for the future?" hmm. gosh hw to evaluate the effectiveness?????? am i supposed to mention sm v successful person in sg? bt even sm v successful entrepreneurs r sch drop outs. hw to mention? LOL. anw IM SO DEAD LA. how?

okay nw 4 math. hey i was reli liking math wen i practise so CONSCIENTIOUSLY last 2 wks. even tinkin lik perhaps i can be a math teacher nx time or smth! Welwel. who knows, the paper was a killer paper! wel 4 me it is very. n i cant believe wen i reach last qn, i actually gt stuck in integrating y=e^x !!!!! lik OMG, havent i been doin tt? n its a simple qn yet at tt moment i blank outt n im lik.. shit. how?

maybe my studyin capacity has been reached wen i graduate sec4. i feel so demoralised. jc has robbed me of my life. now its stealin my self-esteem! evil huh? ohhh man. maybe i shud jz quit education n perhaps learn to cont my dad's business? haha that'll be funny. how?

okayy enuff 4 my complains. gotta go bathe n study econs. i hope it wont be too bad. n im praying real hard tt i can do my phy paper. im desperate 4 phy. how?

lets say, im desperate 4 all my subj. haha, so how?

tata~!

sundayy! tml's my prelims! =S

2008-09-07T14:46:00.003+08:00

personal complain: hjdfbdbfyrdgfvbdbyugrgvbjrhbvrgvuibkjxfgdyuvbmcbvuyfd ok i feel slightly better after ytping rubbish. if only exams can be tt simple. hmm. im struggling help! help help! HELP! how do u make ur brain smarter? any idea? lol. feels like my brain tissues are totally saturated. sigh.

anyway! =) on a happier note!

YES I CANT BELIEV U ACTUALLY EXERCISE.

heh. anw yesyes the longer ur story e happier i am! =D
make sure ure telling me what u reli did only ah x)
Anw, i cant wait 4 ur new shop deal! i wish u all the best k, hope u can get a real good deal plus a strategic shop plus gud store manager plus evryting good! basically, hope u'll zhuan da qian! then i really no need study liao. hahahaha. jkjk. of cos i musnt burden my dear wad. heh. anw cant write longg. mz go study alr! love u always! tata!

*P.S im deeply n really really in LOVE with the song "tian shi" by wu yue tian! REALLY GOOD. an A* song.

Thursday night till friday n till saturday...

2008-09-07T02:36:00.004+08:00

lets start from thursday night 9pm. I was talking to my dear on the phone while my friend is buying the drinks. Talked to her for roughly around 10 mins i guess. or 15? basically was talking until my friend finished buying the drinks downstair world square. After that, we went to sing K until 2am. It was my friend's friend's birthday. Didn't get to sing at all bcoz there were too many people over there. When we finished singing at 2am, i went home with my friends. We had kebab near the burwood macdonald there. So basically when i reached home its already 4am. surprisingly, since I feel like working on friday bcoz i think I haven't been to work much this week. I surf the net until 7am. Did abit of exercise. Excersie... can u believe that? well so did abit of excercise until 7.30am. Bath then went to work with my sis. Worked until 12pm then i went to parramatta westfield to see the shop that my vodafone friend wanted to show me. The shop is huge and we can get a good price for it. However, although the location is very crowded. But the people seems to walk past that type. It doesn't seems to attrack the type of customer that signs vodafone deals. It was under a tunnel which links between parramatta westfield and train station. Therefore, those who take trains seems to be the type of customer who looks for cheaper deals like 3, but not vodafone. therefore, i need to consider abt that again. However, comparing burwood road and parramatta westfield with the same price of rent, isn't parramatta seems like a much better location? well anyway, after looked at the shop, i had lunch together with my friend. I had singapore noodle actually. However, Australian's Singapore noodle is very different from what i expected. Didn't taste that good actually. We finished eating at around 3 and have a chat until 4 before i drive back to Hornsby. Then I went to have dinner with my friend simon who used to be a store manager of my that vodafone's friend. I was thinking of making him my store manager and gives him abit of share. However, i start to realize that he has very different direction of me. The way he think is so different from me. He wants to mix the shop of vodafone with many other network and other products as well. In this case, it will makes my store no longer looks like a vodafone store. So m not sure if i need him to join my share or not. Otherwise, i can just pay him to work as my store manager. Sadly, if he doesn't has any share, I think he might go to china to get married with his gf soon. Currently, i think i still have to consider about this store first then proceed to talk to my parents again. After i finished dinner with him at 8pm. I went to my friend's house for around 1 hour to have a chat then back to my house. Was too tired bcoz didn't sleep the night before, so i slept straight when i reached home without bathing. Slept from 9pm last night until today afternoon around nearly 4pm. Went to rex house for lunch after got up. Stayed there slacking for around 5 hours then had dinner there again. Then i slacked there for another 5 hours until just now. Reached home, bath n start missing my dear. Then come to write this blog. Well since this time is a 2 and a half days story, m not sure if its abit too long or not. But m sure the longer it be, the happier my dear is right? M sure u will read all of it as well. So this last sentence of mine is... Study hard dear since monday is your prelim. But pls n pls n pls takecare of yourself as well. M seriously more concern about your health than your education. Because i gonna yang u anyway in the future. So i didn't really expect u to study hard and get a good job in the future that type of stuff. But i know that u have a very strong determination. I admire your character as well. So u can study hard for your prelim. But once again, pls takecare of yourself n remember to take the medicine on time ok? wo bu luosuo le... m going to sleep already. I love u n miss u much dear....

Shing

"apakah kau kan trus menemani ku?"

2008-09-06T13:53:00.002+08:00

apapun yg trjd, gw msti tahaaaN ni.. bete.

tidak tau kan bgmn..
apakah kita bsa bertahan trus bersama?
byk tanda tanya di dlm hidup ini.
namun tdk ada jawaban.
atau mgk memang sdh kehendak Tuhan?
boleh kah ku bertanya?
apakah jalan yg ku t'lah pilih ini tepat?
atau harus kah ku berbalik lg?
atau semua ini memang sdh trlmbt?

jz another day!

2008-08-29T21:53:00.002+08:00

hey dear! my instinct is absolutely rite! u post today n i check today n reply too! despite my 24/7 of studying . heh! well... ... reli have to admit im v busy these few day studyin 4 prelims. bt its ok dear, i'll stil try to talk to you k? =) and u called me dis morning ya. well gt no sch today =D bt anw nt too much of a diffference, cos i had to wake up bout half an hr after u called. hehehe. get up to study! u mz be tinkin what a nerd gf u have. hahaha. well wad to do, your gf is not smart u c so she has to work extra hard. heh. anw. yea you gt alot assignments to do past few days, poor ting. heh. bt its done alr rite. i hope u'll score really really well cos im sure uve put in alot of effort =) i hope u edit ur work! anw. i tink tts all 4 nw, gotta go print some notes online n bk to study! n... wait for ur call! x) love u dear =)

hi...

2008-08-29T10:05:00.002+08:00

alright alright! shall post sth otherwise i don't think u gonna post right dear? haha since u claimed that the last post was yours... By the way, m sorry dear that this few days i don't have much time to talk to you. But the good news is that my brother comes back this sunday already. So I'll have more time to talk to u already k? What m afraid of is that u'll be too busy with ur prelim n don't even have time to talk to me... So r u struggling baby? study 24/7 now isn't it? but i called u in the morning u were sleeping though. Anyway, about my life these few days. I would say boring... nothing much to say. Did some assignments, work everyday and went to school 1 day. Thats it. no more to tell already. talk to u later dear n love u much...

2008-08-03T21:49:00.005+08:00

before i begin. i wana say this... ... I WANT HER CURLS BADLY! doubt i suit her hair colot thou. so i wan her curls!!! =D at least for prom? I WANT TO HAVE HER HAIR. she's so pretty isnt she? heh.

goshh! these 2 days have beennn. hmmmm. i dont know how to describe the feelings.. sad i guess? ytd emily said she wana drop by my hse. bt jz nice i'll be a consultation session with my teacher plus will be studyin in sch w sm friends.so i told her tink i wont be hm early. guess what! i swear i never expected it! emily came all the way down to my hse door step to ask my bro to give me the cake she bought 4 me cos im nt hm. goshh!!! so she planned to have a lil pre-bday celebration surprise 4 me! cos she knows tt i dint reli hav e bday mood cos my bdae falls on a mundane monday. haha. bt shucks i wasnt hm!

but she's reallly sweet =) n oh my! let me say this again. her cake was...... heaven. definitely an awesome though sinful indugence! welwell, cakes are devils in disguise! =P

then thenn today.. went 4 my phy tuition in bishann.. gosh its always an hr half ride all e the way to my tuition place.. n my teacher teach n teach for 3 hrs, drag an hr longer thou it was only spposed to be 2 hrs. WOAH. productive yet ultra drained. my head was LITERALLY aching. i can feel it thumping. haha. yeaayea. n goodness my tuition class is flooded w raffles n HCI ppl, they're so good alr wonder wat dey're doin der.. too much $. hah.
anw.. thenthen. i called hm to ask if my bro wan dinner. guess wad! he told me wenyu jz dingdong my doorstep to deliver a cake! =DDD such a pleeeasaannnt surprise frm my dearest wenyu! reli dint expect it!!! =D but UGH. once again. whywhywhy. i wasnt hm! damn. look at what studies can do to u. hmmM.

feels lik im trapped in this vicious cycle of muggin. lol.

hm since tml is my 19th bdae. ive decided to compile a few photos to see how ive grown up all these wile =D

those were me in sec 1! means i was 14 or 15. er. anw the one rite on top were my bro's stuffs. shirt pants n shoes. haha. nth2 do tts all.

this is the 17th me! =)

then the 18th me!

growing up... ... =)

oh this was one of my FIRST official outing photo in sec 3. yea when i start hangin out w my fav bunch of angels. =)

funny how time flies, yet its utterly CRAWLIN' now.

TIME IS TAKIN ITS OWN SWEET TIME.

A level felt lik foreva. haha. indeed these 2 yrs have been a dreadful yr. im sure after this yr i'll hav lots to reflect bk on these times n complain. haha.

wel tts it! i gosh cant believe im turnin 19th jz tml.. hm hm. yea =) no. in jz 1half hr in fact. haha. buh-bye 18. heh.

you back to me back to you again!

2008-07-31T20:50:00.002+08:00

dear! im so so happy u replied me str last nite! really pleasant to read e stuffs u write. heh. and yay! my dear gt distinction for his assignment! did u study 4 it properly? or maybe my dear is jz so smart =D goodgood. mz cont to do well eh k?
btw i heard of tt place b4! darling harbour! cos i went der wen i was der w my mom. heH. icic. wahh den mz be super ex yea? anw i cant wait to be able to visit u next yr! i cant wait! u cant wait too rite dear? X) wonder how it feels being w u over der. hehehe..
anww.. no matter hw busy u r, fixing phones n stuffs, musnt neglect ur health k?? mz always get sufficient slp evry nite ya. n drink lots of water! If nt later sore throat again.. n yea,like wad u promised me b4. cut down on ur coke intake! heh. u noe ders stil a can of coke in my fridge, wich u bought wen u were here. i don drink coke,neither do my bro. so i guess it'll jz be in my fridge all e way. haha. so evrytime i open the fridge, u'll cross my mind. heH.
for my part! nth much happen tho. stil horrible day cos i went to sch. and im strugglin w math too dear! gosh complex number is so difficult =(
dear, if u don like to study, while i nt good in study... ... ... later our children born out don like to study plus nt good in study how?hahaha.

okok. if evrytime i write super long u'll probably be too lazy to read. i shall limit myself. hehe. anw. to end off. as usual, nonetheless as sincere as always, i love you.

me back to you...

2008-07-30T20:36:00.002+08:00

woah dear... you write so long. How to win you sia... Haizzz so looks like you will always still be the champion. But never mind, i love you so i let you win k? haha.. Well basically, just finished talking with my dear just now after coming back home. Just now i was having steak with my siblings at darling harbour. The meat and win co <--- thats the name of the restaurant. Come to sydney n i'll bring u there ok dear? the environment is so nice... n ofcourse the price is so nice as well. By the way, in regards to the washing plates thing, don't worry my dear. If you r to cook, ofcoz i will wash the plates. I promise... I won't let you wash if you feel tired ok? The reason y i didn't wash at my friend's house is bcoz they r my friend wat. So heck la... but for you ofcoz its different. u r a girl n my dearest love as well, how can i ren xin let you wash right??? N once in awhile, i go to his house to eat i also will wash wat. Cannot always wash la. Otherwise, they call me go there to eat so that they don't have to clean up after dinner only. Evil minded right? if i keep washing everytime, m sure they will call me go there eat everyday ar... Shit, cannot let that happen... haha... n abt myself today. I got up at 5.30pm. Did my online quiz for the assignment at home. Guess wat! i got distinction... haha. Can't believe it either. then went to bath at 7pm. My siblings wait for me until 7.30pm then we go to eat. from 7.30pm to 10 sth. It was written in the begining already actually. haha.. so thats it. Nothing much to talk already. I must go fix the phones again. N probably relax myself by youtubing or watch some tv. Hopefully can study abit as well... hopefully haha... Thats it! but ofcoz, there's always the last sentence. I love you dear...

Shing

me2u

2008-07-30T18:26:00.004+08:00

DEARRRRRRRRRRRRR!
let me make a sincere apology for misunderstanding you these few days!
goshhh. u've been so so sweet to me yet i still say unhappy cos u dint call me 2days ago. stil say tt im worried u were doin stuffs behind my back tt wud be make me sad. sigh. im so sorry dear!

and no way! no matter how busy i m, i will check my blog quite regularly one. but just tt if u go check the time interval btwn ur last post before mine and the next time tt u start posting, its v big i wud sae. haha. so i reli have been checkin bt weneva u don blog, after some time i jz don seem to have e incentive to check u c. i mean nt much meaning. yea. bt now u just gave me a pleasant surprise! n u noe wad? reading what u write absolutely make me smile althou im so freakin tired after sch. reli make me v happy =D u noe. jz reading the stuff u write bout ur daily life n even lil stuffs tt u do, reli makes me feel... ... close to u despite being so far awae frm u =) n tts y i love readin ur posts.

and bout ur hse. wah u describe until reli sound dam nice eh. if the hse is reli lik ur description. then its reli v close to my drm hse too! heh. of cos. for it to be my perfect hse, u'll have to be living w me =) and hm. maybe u guys shud talk it out w ur parents slowly, after all buy such a big item reli nt cheap, and is use their money. someore. they've gt another person's future to tink bout. wich is stil a long way to go ya. so... yea nt surprising they'll complain this that. heh.

and u noe wad. i support rex! of cos he ought to be unhappy w u! given ur laziness, im sure u rarely wash the plates yea?ur frens reli v nice to u sia. let u eat good food in ppl hse bt u don need do anyting. haha. die, so when we're married, u just wont help me wash the plates no matter hw tired i m???reflect on urself! hehe. and dear, i can cook. but cookin nice food is another story. but since my mom is such a good cook, quite high probability tt the daughter wil get the genes rite? heh.

hm. let me say some stuff bout my day in sch jz nw. as usual so tiring. n jz had a phy test n goodness i jz cant get phy! =( i promise i'll nv touch phy ever again in my life after JC. haha. n yea my sch conducted some talks for australia, US and UK universities. so i went for the aussie one cos lik duh, someone whom i love so much is der. reli tempt me to go over 4 uni! welwel. shall jz study hard 4 nw, get excellent result, may be my mom will allow? heh. nw u mz be enjoyin ur steak with ur siblings =) eat more k dear! so next time u come c me wil be fatter dan me. ok? i cant wait to c u again dear! althou its stil bout 3mths later. sigh. by then wen i meet u i reli wil hug u don let go! heh.

btw. i noe ure reli doin ur best tryin to balance ur business n edu, plus me! lucky u only gt one gf.. rite dear? hehe. so its oki dear. we're both strugglin but we promise we mz put our best foot forward, for the sake of our future k!

welwel. i can write more dan u tink ok dearr! love u much much! n i mean every single word i sae to u since the beginning of our relationship dear =)
muack! oki i go bathe first k!

Tuesday night...

2008-07-30T00:08:00.003+08:00

Hey dear... sorry for making you worry today. I was at my friend's house and forgot to look at the phone. But don't worry, i promise i'll call you before 10pm tmr k? You r sleeping now, so hope u r seeing me in ur dreams. Alright, today i got up at 2.30pm. When i look at the time, i know that m gonna be late for class again. When i reach the train station, i have to wait for 22 mins. So i was like... Heck! just go catch a movie myself bcoz i don't think i can make it for the class anyway. So i walked to Burwood westfield shopping centre by myself and watched sex n the city. Watching movie alone is always very nice for me. hehe.. i don't know if this sounds weird or not. But i really do enjoy watching movie alone bcoz i feel its very relaxing and can focus on the movie. Well, the movie wasn't bad. Its damn long... 2 hours plus i guess. After finished the movie at 6pm, i went to my friend's house to talk abt the house for awhile waiting for my brother to pick me up for dinner together with my sis. We had dinner in strathfield today. So basically, during the dinner, we all eat and talked about our parents. hehe.. didn't talk good stuff abt them actually. haizzz wat to do.. they want us to buy the house and their expectation is too high. Anyway, my sis doesn't really bother abt the house although my brother is very interested. So m just in the middle. Ofcoz i like the house, but my parents make a point also. Its quite ex... So i just leave it up to them to decide... N by the way dear, when r u gonna read our blog??? probably i have to reminds you i guess... Alright, gotta go unlock the phone again... haizzz goodnight to myself and my dear angelia as well. Love you dear...

Shing

monday afternoon...

2008-07-28T10:44:00.002+08:00

hi dear... hehe finally its a day that m working and you r not sleeping in the morning dear. Well thats bcoz you r having skool today as well. You must be studying very hard in your JC now right dear? I know its been very hard for you bcoz this is your A level year. Especially your Physics. I understand that its extremely hard for you. But its ok dear, no matter what i'll always support you and believe in you. You are the best always my dear. Just hold it for another few months then when you enter uni. You can study whatever you like... Well i know you r struggling right now and you are doing your very best already. So just keep going, always remember that i am always with you. As you know i have to manage both education and business. On top of that, i have to manage my time with you as well you know? so that means i accompany you stuggling also right dear? haha but ofcourse i know that you have a much tougher job bcoz A level is definitely the hardest year of education. But once again dear, you always have me, so you must hold on. Study hard and get good results for your A level so that you can enjoy your time after the exams with me alright? By the way, i know up to now you still haven't view our blog yet as you are too busy with your education or maybe you thought i wouldn't blog sth right? but you r definitely wrong dear... I've posted a few blogs already and you still haven't seen one of it. So when you see these blogs and thinking of reply it, its gonna be alittle difficult for you this time as its pretty long dear. And m afraid you don't have that much of a time as your prelim is not very far away too. So looks like i beat you this time i guess. But its ok dear, i don't expect you to read and post as much as me. I prefer you to study for your A level bcoz its more important at this period of time. alright i gotta work already. Otherwise, how to have money to yang you in the future right hehe... Love you dear!

Shing

Working Sunday...

2008-07-27T08:29:00.002+08:00

Well its sunday today. I am working in my shop in Sydney at the moment and m sure my dear is still having a sweet morning sleep in Singapore. Alright, yesterday i went to see the terrace house with my siblings which we really like. Its just at the waterfront called homebush bay. With riverside view and surrounding by all the green trees and is located in the whole community of residents together, i believe this is the best place to live which could be found in sydney. The place is absolutely stunning which is some type of my dream house although my dream house is obviously at another level. But this seems to be near already. Anyway, never mind dear, our future home, i'll definitely let you choose. Now its written here and recorded, so i can't take back my words yeah? Well so basically, after looking at the house, me and my siblings should come to a conclusion that we gonna get this house. The last thing now is for our parents to decide. So after looking at the house, i went to my friend's house to talk about it. After that, we talked about our planned Vodafone shop. Finally, i come home and call my dear to share everything with her. Then sleep then get up in the morning the start posting it over here in my shop. Thats it! good morning once again dear... I love you!

Shing

Thursday morning...

2008-07-24T04:39:00.003+08:00

Its 6.39am in the morning now. Last night fell asleep at around 10. that was an early sleep for me though. Well what to do... these few days have sore throat. Had a couple of pills and keep eating strepils now... Haizzz sick always doesn't feel good. By the way, once again dear. you must be sleeping right now while m writing this blog. As you know i fell asleep very early last night, so couldn't call you last night. Therefore, i use this blog to say hi alright. Nothing much to say as these few days didn't really hang out. Always go to my friend's house to slack. But Not bad though, last night got eat dinner with all of them. Hehe, at the end i think rex wasn't very happy bcoz i didn't wash the plates after dinner. haha but come on, how can i everytime wash the plates when i go to his house for dinner. I hate washing plates as he should know. Therefore, if i was told that i have to wash the plates after dinner, i would actually prefer to spend 10 bucks to eat outside so that i don't have to wash the plates. Moreover, last time i washed the plates already. However, Paul's cooking is always not bad though. His foods can always let me eat alot. Hope my gf is a good cook too. hehe (hint my dear). Alright, i better go fix my phones already. Gotta go to skool soon as well. good night my dear and good morning to my self. Love you Always!

Shing

hello

2008-07-22T23:39:00.002+08:00

hi dear... guess wat! m writing again. yeah... oh by the way, sorry for didn't call you tonight bcoz its already 1.38am here. I guess you are sleeping already. so i decided to give you a goodnight sms while you are sleeping. hope you don't get disturb by my sms k? one more thing, just wanna tell you that i really mean it with all the words i smsed you... hope you have a good sweet dream. don't forget to dream of me alright? once again, goodnight my dear. love you baby...

Shing

hi dear...

2008-07-22T02:26:00.002+08:00

hello dear... its been along time hey since the last time I post sth for you. M so sorry ok as you know my skool has just started and i still struggling with deciding over the business stuffs. Hehe but anyway, no excuse. Its my bad that i don't have enough time for you. So there it goes, as much as m busy, i still choose a time to post sth for you. So you better know that i still care and love you so much... better know that! So don't be unhappy about your that card alright? bcoz i really didn't know there was a card inside the package. By the way, i know that you wouldn't think that i write sth for you as well. So i guess you not gonna see this post until at least 2 weeks later i guess. Anyway, its already 4.30am here, so i better go sleep. Just wanna say i love you and miss you alot before i go to sleep. Night baby!

Shing

2 slackslack days

2008-07-05T23:05:00.000+08:00

wonderful 2 days i had XD ytd n todayy.. how come good times fly so fast?maybe cos wen ure havin good times, u r unconsciously feeling it. but wen ure suffering, ehem like studyin in jc, u juz cant help but nt stop complaining all e day. yea.

alrightt.. ytd nite met up the usual girls =D all turn up n im so happy! =) went newton to makan e seafood der. well some of them sae e food we ordered nt reli good tho, but i love them nonetheless X)
den we just hang outtt.. went to town. wisma taka lala. uhh oh w the sale stil on, zara is lik a market. lol. so crowded so so crowded. but end up me n wenyu stil go n find good stuffs to try XD got scolded 4 sharing the changin rm. bt who cares. heH. den we went to starbucks to sit n chat. been long time since we did tt. gosh reli enjoy times being w them =) totally forgot my stress in sch. heH. wel wel wel.. jz 4 more mths girls! mz nerd just 4 mor mths ey.. n we're free to have the best times of our life. hah. tts for me too. heH. n reli gotta do stuffs ive always wan to do. cos it'll be my last teenage yr. mz treasure. heE.

Alright. love u girls just so much i don't know what to say. wel wel.. reli cant wait to all those afte Alvl activities that we've planned! hehe.
anw.. jan dun worry, ure nt naive. we will ensure our frenship go on n on n on.. =) love~!

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yay! today went out w my dearest emily! supposed to go out studyy.. wel n perhaps play a lil. but looks like we studied only for 1/10 of the times we went out. lol. o wel o wel. went to shopp arnd orchard. i mean sg is so small whr else u wana go? hah. yep walk arnd taka n we ate so much! didnt we em? heh. who caress who caress.. just makan all we want. den we went to far east to buy tings. bought 2 tops! satisfied =) em too. anw em is so sweet! gw jd ga enakk ni. hehe. cos i was lookin 4 smtg to wear 4 my bdae.. den she help me find all arnd far east.. tried alott.. bt still undecided. em so poor ting. she's so tired bt she stil dont wana go hm til i found smtg to wear =) isnt she jz so sweet? x) guess wad! last yr i bought the top i wear 4 my bdae w her too! lets make it nx yr too! heH. anw got a "blossomz" tube. love it =) that wud be my 4th top i buy frm "blossomz". 4 sm reasons wich i dont noe, i simply love tt shop! heH. oh n i cant help bt stil tink tt one of the shop girl is so so so pretty!!!!! gosh cant stop lookin at her wen i was der. haha. gosh m i turning lesbian? haha. DUH NO. anw we walk alott alott.. didnt we? gosh. so tiring.. but absolutely fun =D hm.. my phone cant take photos! gosh m so freakin worried for my phone =( anw. photos in em hp. shall take them wen she upload them =)

em is so sweet sweettt!! ai si ni le! heH. erm. oh no. i bette take bk my words. if nt scared she bcome nt nice to me alr.. touchwood! hehe. but hai shi hen ai ni ah bao bei! tt wil nv change. heH.

hmmmmm.. i mz save time. so i shall nt upload pics. i must sleep now, wake up early n study! my results is horrendous! oh my oh my! gotta buck upp. o wel. tts it.

tsktsktsk

2008-06-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

someone didnt take my birthday letter with him... ... ...
spent an hour looking for the perfect card. spent longg time thinking and rephrasing wad to write. and even re-writing... ...ensuring only the best and the nicest. (wonder why i put in so much effort in doing it though)
gosh shud have used the time to practise my math instead. then maybe my math result wont sucks so bad... ... tsktsktsk
forgetful?

its ultimately still mere ignorance that stems from the purest negligence.

but what's the big deal?
because its smtg i put my heart in doing. despite it being insignificant to "some" people, but i just hope it'll make him smile. i mean that's the sole intention of this ordinary decent 18yr-old gf of urs.

i thought i know him well enough. looks like now i got to know him even more.

so how angel?

1) make a big fuss about it
2) pretend i dint realise, hence rejecting the existence of my letter even.
3) chill man, just get used to it. not the first time for such incident anw.

i choose 3.

11 june, someone's birthday =)

2008-06-10T22:22:00.000+08:00

it is 22:22 in sg now.. few min after i talked to my boyfriend on the phone.. i know considering sg time, its only 10 june now, but over there its just past midnite and its 11 june already! so with regard to aussie time, 11 june, its someone's birthday!

someone special and close to my heart. someone whom ive given my heart to. someone i terribly miss whenever he's not physically with me.

well well. just 22 years ago from now, a cute little baby was born. yes YOU my dear.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I’m wishing you another year..

Of laughter, joy and fun,
Surprises, love and happiness,
And when your birthday’s done, I hope you feel deep in your heart,
As your birthdays come and go,
How very much you mean to me,
More than you can know.

once again..

Som owie nek mein aryouk yrinyu!

(i bet the spellings all wrong haha)

alright.. my dear, you have entered another year of your adult life. u're still young and capable and most importantly a fast-learner. so grasp every opportunities offered to u in life and make the best use of them. Never let any chance to get rich pass u by. isn't that what you want? X) oh and you are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream. So don't resign yourself to unpleasant fates that have not happened. they will NOT happen if you do not wish for them to happen. for the how many times ive been saying this. just a little effort.. yes that's all it takes from u in order to make a change to ur life. humans are gifted by God with intelligence and the ability to make choices in life. so craft out the fate you want to have yea? Let the rational mind rule over the lazy heart and body of urs.

...lalalala another round of nagging from me...

i bet u'll be thinking like "what the hell this girl is irritating!"

but i don't care. heH.

alright no more nagging.. anw, i hope u'll have a great time hanging out with your friends. you must be at the pub now yea? u'd better control your eyes and not let them fall on some hot girls ah. although it's ur birthday, i will still be jealous. haha.. and yea. don't forget to make 3 wishes on this special day k? and i hope they will come true in due time =)

as for me. i wish you ever-lasting happiness and delight in you life and may this coming year be full of laughters and luck for u! yea and hope money comes rushing in to you uncontrollably yea? hahaha.. of course, i hope u will be more hardworking and do excellently for your studies =) ehem. this better be action-ated.

last but not least, not forgetting its also our 1 yr 2 months! yay!

wonderful occasion isn't it? double happy! heH.

yea if only i'm by your side! =(

but i'll be seeing you soon yea? X)

love you! muackZ!

8 june.

2008-06-08T17:55:00.000+08:00

just had a good day with my dear em ytd.. her sweetie 19th bdae =D we're supposed to meet at city hall. bt end up cos we take v different routes AND ITS RAINING FREAKIN HEAVILY. of all days n i dint bring my umbrella. n im literally stuck at the bus stop waiting for em to save me frm e rain. haha.. yeayea had quite a difficulty tryin to locate each other.. wel so much 4 sg being small. we can get lost too u noe? hehe.. finally em found me! poor lil her, she's half wet alr... n wen we cross the road over to city link.. gosh its freezing cold n WET! bt on this rainy day, quite a pleasant feeling thou X)

rain rain rain i do like rainy day =D
but nt wen im wearing smtg nice n xin xin ku ku curled my hair n i dun hav an umbrella and have to get myself soaked. so much 4 bathing. o wel o wel.

anw we had great great time shoppin n eating.. good jap pasta anw =D
bt i still think that waffle don go with sesame ice cream. no no way.
anw great sg sale is here n its e perfectt time to shop! but... walk entire far east n i found nth outstandingly nice to purchase =/
bt i got a new pair of white heels X) wich i got at a good good deal!
erm bt i jz pray it'll be comfortable for walkin quite a distance.
been walkin in flats.. nt use to heels anymore. n tts bad! how to look tall beside my dear? heH.

oh my oh my. back to my day TODAY. i purely study.. study n study. tired n tired n tired. sian plus bored. gosh im tryinnnnn hard!
lalala.. im hungryy.. shall eat my dinner. hm. miss eatin my mom's cooking =( n miss eating w YOU dear!

just another day.

goin bk indo tml!

2008-05-26T00:49:00.000+08:00

gosh.. many stuffs happen yea. hope it'll turn out good. i'll leave it to fate. heH.

give me the strength, power, faith, and stamina to pull through these stuff.. and of course my incoming exams X)

im deprive of good results in JC sia =( I reli need to get my hands dirty w chem phy math econs n gp this hols!

to my angels! do study hard this hols k! ehem JANICE, don jz hangky panky w jun ah. mz study k! heH.
had a greattt dinner w all of them today n im very happy =)
so unwilling to go bk hm n face the cruelty of the reality. that im stil in JC n mz study real soon. haha. anw goshh gona miss them like kjfidsifhjkbvygedfbsjkhu. well well, c ya guys after exams yea. n we shall hav ultimate fun! =)

love ya guys like jgfuivcbdyfgeuibvjkb!
PS. to jan: i start lovin to write ur kdhfudncfuhv. cos its USEFUL! haha! yeayea patented by pei wen. haha.

pictures? some ive uploaded in frenster.... the rest well.. wil upload them some time later when i have the time =D

yellow.. yellow is nice =)

another day. just another day.

2008-05-22T17:32:00.000+08:00

another dayy.. and finally another day tomorrow. and that marks the end of term 2.
something to be happy about isnt it?
i suppose.
anyway.. had a useless day in sch today! cos i forgot to bring my whole essential file to sch jz nw!
so losttt.. argh.

and dear.. will u settle down n somehow... STUDY?
study study study STUDY will u!
ure making me so worried!
it really isn't that hard to do it once uve gt the momentum im sure.. dont live life to regret it alright??
u must do well and when ure with me, that's smtg u must achieve!
tt shall be my new criteria for my boyfriend XD hehehheee..

i miss u baby!

hey YOU!

2008-05-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

A SPECIAL MESSAGE..
to a moooodyy cow!

hey don't be so muzzled n puzzled gal! your life still goes on. his too, everyone's do. doesnt it?what's meant to be will happen, happenED, and what's not will not, no matter how much you're willing to trade to turn back time.. trust me. me too. i did too. so badly... just like u. but i guess urs is kinda severe cos its happening so quickly now! haha..

anw. some people are destined to be passers-by in your life. while some are here to stay with you. but at the end of the day, memories are still the strongest weapon and NO ONE can steal THOSE happy memories from you. and that's precious =) at least it happened to u. in fact, some things are better off as memories. perhaps.. perhaps. PERHAPS. only God knows ey?i know how u feel so much! maybe nth can help u out of that shaggy emotion, well except urself. hehE. but i just feel so affected for u too! HAHA. anw don't take the existence of your current loved ones for granted because that's only gonna hurt all. don't commit smtg that's gonna leave another scar. that'll turn u a double moody gal!

you're one independent strong girl my dear! a reason y ure so treasured by ur sweetheart im sure. hehe.. ~cheerruppp!

anww so wad happened! i'd better be updated like.. soon! hehe.

2008-05-08T20:37:00.000+08:00

hey dear.. its always like that. whenever i check my blog. u nv blog... n i'll be feelin disappointed.. yet wen i start to lose hope n lazy check.. u'll be tellin me tt u blogged. heH. nonetheless im v v happy u post again! after a long time. i jz enjoy readin evry word u type so much! n it really brightens up my day u noe? so u noe hw much impact even ur words can hav on my life? so needless to say, ure an utmost important person in my life. put it simply, ure already a part of me dear =) so u hav NO chance to escape from me anymore! MWAHAHAHA.
okok i sound irrational n insane. shall not scare my dear anymore.hehe. n yea my love for u has nv changed, except it keeps increasing n increasing at an uncontrollable rate X)
post more k! cos it really makes me smile =)

see i blog right after we hung up the phone.. shows hw much i anticipate ur post =)

Love,
Angelia.

To my beloved dear

2008-04-27T03:10:00.000+08:00

Hey dear... woah haven't been post for awhile ar... anyway, I got nothing much to say also. Just wanna drop by to tell you that we've already been together for more than a year which you already knew. Hehe... n guess what! My love 4 u has never been different. Infact, I wanna tell you that I love you even more n more each and every passing days... And lastly, thank god I found you. The you you that I'll always love... Hope you think the same as well my beloved dear Angelia. Goodnight and I love you...

Shing

OUR OUTING!

2008-03-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

okie my dear girls!! here are our pictures! finally! =D anw. i shall blogg bout THAT day! its a beautiful day that started out good. met up w my dear em first with her strong basketballer friend called amanda! yep we had a fab time shoppin in far east.. heE.

then we meet suz n wy. ate at ayam penyet. seriously GOOD FOOD. totally satisfies my stomach calling for some treats. yea after tt my stomach expanded gosh its a bad time for my wearing tt day. HAH. yea n we walkkk arnd.. waiting for our dear jan. who had too much fun w her current one.haha.. slp so late huh.. cos u cant slp w someone so close to u? den hw come ure e fiz to slp wen u stay overnite in my hse?? wahahaha..
den we shopppp.. n suz n em gotta go first. so me wy n jan went to our fav new york new york to makan. i ordered my usual. its once again good food. worth the price ey? anw.had fun tryin to make candy floss.. good svs yea =) dennn. wy gt us good deals. we bought this heart necklace for us each.. friendship tingie. real sweet =D

she looks like she's reli enjoyin her food. yep taken by a professional XD

most candid pic i got! wahahahhaaa..

wenyu is mendin my broken flower. =DShe thinks she's some pakistanian. haha..

CUTE LIL EM!

ah. nv a bad day wen i spend it w these girls. a day w/o worries. a day away from the hustle bustle of jc life. far from the stress n pressure of the haunting workloads. a day i dun have to gove a damn bout the piling tutorials.

aiz. trainings' killing me man. gosh im seriously half dead after evry training. so physically tired, as if im too paralysed to do anyting else. gosh this is SERIOUS matter. cos ive nv felt tt tired b4 in my life. afte trainings i simply get pissed over the smallest ting thats nt supposed to even matter. cant play the piano at all. cant do any work. see my tutorial n my brain start calling 4 mercy. sit on my chair nx to my bed. gosh those were the times wen my bed seems oh-so appealling.n yea my body is simply crying for some rest. yep i jz slp even if its barely 9. like HAH. tts a miracle. yep i know. but i cant help it either. n there goes another day. another day so mundane n plain. yep. sch.... then training.... then come hm..... bathe n SLEEP. gosh i need a revolution in my life. haha. n i reli do need to catch up on my work. gona be missing lessons n uhh. esp phy lecture. hw m i supposed to survive quantum phy? God give me strength to go on. hehe. N let me smile at the end of the day =)

post-reflection

2008-03-26T16:16:00.001+08:00

Hey dear! i just woke up frm my slp right after i sent u off to the airport.. so i went to read ur previous post 4 me again.. goshh.. time flies yea. i stil rem e time wen u jz ask me to read it. i was lik... dam excited too stunned by ur surprise dint noe hw2 react. hahaha.. bt nw im bloggin after uve left. i jz wana tell u hw happy i m tt u actually came here to c me face2 face. really really really. i really dont noe hw 2 describe it exactly. but im simply delighted =) thank you SO MUCH dear for makin the effort2 come here despite being busy w sch n work der in aussie. mz be hard on u ya.. wen u go bk, u sure hav alot workload waitin yea? =( but dont tire urself also k? n visitin me requires a VERY high cost!!! i know.. n ure using the money u earned.. u're the best! hehe.. but after visiting me.. uve spent so much of the money alr.. gosh. but then again, i'd rather that way than u spending ur money on other girls! thats right. hehe.. that'll be a seriouss crime in our relationship okay!

baby im experiencing a 180 degree change in mood sia. was stil happily sleeping beside u dis morning.. den now im alone again! I AM SAD SAD SAD. VERY SAD. im stil so disturbed tt uve left. haha. oh well. i guess tts jz our life yea? hehe.. u mite sae we're alr used2 it. um bt im stil alwaes lik tt evrytime u hav to go bk sydney. feel an immediate tremendous feeling of "loss". haha..

one more ting. about last nite, wen we kinda unhappy with each otherr.. yea we sure do need to tell each other straight weneva we're unhappy bout smtg k?come to tink abt it now.. i did make u unhappy too! at fiz i really dint noe i did =S sorryy darlingg! anw e part when i said tt i can feel a lil uncomfortable w u sometimes. it seriously DOESNT MEAN that i dont like being with u. i love being w u dear, its just tt wen i feel restricted being a total myself, u will find it irritating as well.n i tink i do demand too much from u sia..not like im so good or what also. hmmm.. well now tt im alone i tend to reflect upon myself more u c.

oh well tt shud be all 4 nw. later too long u bored sia. haha..

*i had a fabulous 4 and the half days with my baby sia!!*
muackks! love u much much dear. i really really do =)

Surprise!!!

2008-03-21T03:25:00.000+08:00

Hi my dear... haha I know that you must be thinking that this is just a blog anyway. What is so surprising about it... Now keep reading on and then you will know why I put the title as surprise. First of all, I just wanna say that I really really really miss you much more than you actually know. Second of all which is last of all, I wanna tell you that because I miss you too much already. Therefore, I decided not to webcam with you tonight. I know this sounds abit weird but this is where the surprise part is my dear. Alright, the surprise is that instead of webcam with you tonight I decided to see you face to face. Hehe... thats right. I wanna see you face to face right now at this moment. So... quickly go down to your house gate right now because I am still waiting for you down stair your house gate while you are reading this blog my dear... Hehe love you always my dearest angelia...

Shing

written4 u!

2008-02-29T22:17:00.000+08:00

to my baby.

i just finished training and i decided to check my blogg. to see IF my dear got blog 4 me. goodness HE DID. haha.. o wel im ELATED! im overwhelmed with joy! okii tts so lame. anw.. im so tiredd sia..but i wana write 4 u too =D wel u noe wad dear? today in sch, i Just cant stop tinkin bout u....... i just simply miss u so much everydae. u bette noe it. i miss u EVERYDAE! hehehe.. n e nx time i meet u, im gonna cling onto u, hug u n don let go! k?
muacks! i love u baby! my one n onlyy babyy!
can u believe it? gw sayang de ma loe! yea bobby's sister is in <3 with you!

hey y is cambodian language so hard?

oki im dead tired. i shall call u now. n i shall slp after that. hehe.. good nite dear!

Dear...

2008-02-22T01:37:00.001+08:00

Nothing much to do... so just feel like dropping by to say I love you and i really really do... I know you always say that you really really do as well. Hehe... but no matter what, m sure that m more do than you my dear... haha You should be having a sweet sleep right now. Me going to sleep too because so tired already. Love you much and always... Night my darling angel!

Shing

happy valentines day!

2008-02-14T19:07:00.000+08:00

deardearr! u can sae u love me as many times as u wan anytime n anywhr.. no need valentines day only XD
ure so sweett! wen i read it i was lik WOAH. den i smiled at my com, as always x) thinking how sweet my baby is.
anyways..

HAPPIEST VALENTINES DAY to u tooooo!

i wish i could be by ur side on this occasion.. but we cant but its ok as long as our hearts are together yea. =)

on this day, i would also like to express my love for my one and only beloved darling, yes only him that i love so so much.

yea he's called SHING!

why of all guys but him? cos i love everything about him. everything about him is so good in my eyes. ive simply fallen deep deep in love with him and so YOU better be responsible for my feelings. kk?

anyways..i wont copy u n type i love u i love u all e way, cos even if i do u mite tink i jz copy paste ur whole part. haha. so i will write other stuffs =D btw i cant wait to get e stuff u send me. stupid person sae i can only get it tml! Oh n yea my dear ure so sweet u actually tht4 me n sent me stuff x)

we've been togther officially for 10mths and 3 days.
308 days.
7392 hours
443520 minutes
266112oo seconds

shall we keep countingg.. n countingg.. such that we'll be together for infinite no. of seconds?
tt's my wish, my dream, my AMBITION! hehe. wondering if its yours as well? x)
yea on this day, i would like to say once again, the 3 words that we always say every night.
i love you.
3 simple words
may seem nth
but when i say it
i mean it from the bottom of my truest heart
that i really really do.
and you can trust me on that. u should.

baby i look forward the day when i can visit u over there. then u no need so xin ku evrytime is u come here... wait i work n get the money fiz ya? n wait i become a bigger girl first then i shall have more say and rights to exercise x)

someday, we shall be together in the same place.
someday we can be by each other's side whenever we want.
someday..
but till that day, we shall build on our relationship, and it shall go on strong even w us apart.

muacks.

angelia misses shing!

Happy valentines day!

2008-02-14T17:28:00.000+08:00

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Miss and love you and only you my angelia
Shing

2008-02-10T14:32:00.000+08:00

written especially for my dear:

DEAR U CAN NEVER BE ABLE TO POST MORE THAN ME. cos i'll jz hav more stuffs to sae to u dan u to me la. wahahaha.. anw. u n ur being fined experience ah! no comments sia tink u tt dae reli abit suey. lol. n yea la u drive since sooo young bk in cambodia, by right u shud be v v experienced n careful yea? bt c la so many offences cut so many points, fined so many times.. haiyooo. u cud've saved so much money if ure nt fined. den ya u can come c me more =D So be careful nx time k? dun get ur license suspended x)

n u JUST realised we're gona be 1 yr soon? =( u shud have realised it long ago! haha.. yea m so happy too!! ever since im w u dear, i feel my life really much more special and meaningful =) n yes yes its frm the bottom of my heart. u said u've given me ur heart, i tell u, i've long given my heart to u too. n you'd better not break it! if not u die ah! dear, scared not?

oh yea. btw i jz dreamt of u last nite! really! i dreamt that u held my hands for the first time and i was super happy. hahaha.. wel dream wad. anw i miss u like crazy! been so long since we met! wel 1 mth though to be specific. actually nt tt long, bt it feels long to me. however, ur love is keepin me strong =D

ur sch is startin kinda sooon.. though ure changin skul, bt tt doesnt give u full excuse 2 slackk ah. u shud settle down soon n get bk 2 sch mood again =) ur friends finally comin bk n im happy 4 u! u've been workin so much n so hard evry single day, sleepin so late n so little, haiz i really feel v xin ku 4 u. it mz be really tiring yea.. but yet u've achieved SO MUCH since e very first time you told me you're gonna start a business. remember those times? yea look at hw much u've improved dear. u're a genius businessman-to-be! =D n no worries as u grow older, ur business wil also expand n ur money wil groww as wel! more money, den more capital den BIGGER business, n so MORE money again! haha.. 赚多多钱，so we'll hav a gud life in future! of cos i wil on my part as wel dear, dun be scared. heE.

see wad i mean? u can never beat me. yep. haha.. love u n miss u much too dear!

with LOVE,
angelia =)

everyday is a beautiful day, knowing that u are in my life.

jan's birthday!

2008-02-10T14:04:00.000+08:00

gt prob w blogspot! cant upload pics =( bt nvm shall jz post words dis time den =)
it's jan's bdaaaE! anw me n wenyu went over to her hse to give a surprise XD secretly went outside her hse n make dis heart shape w the lovely purple candles wy gt =D bt ugh!! cos i opened the cake box inside a plastic bag, e plastic noise made jan suspect! aiZ! so much 4 tryin our best2 be quiett. haha.. anw. we sang her bdae song too n gave her a big huG! went in her hse ate some cake, play some poker card (new game taught by wenyu XD). Den we went 2 lookk 4 e latest juicy gossip bout edison n gillian porn stuff. lol. it was funnyy. we saw lotsa stuffs n laugh our hearts out =D anw den we went hm afte tt. cos wy gt some visiting to do..

yep later i meet the gals again at 6.30 to eat at fish n co, e one opp PS. yummy dinner we had =) err bt e live music is WAY too loud ey? goodness we hav 2 talk at e TOp of our voices x) oh den we have some alcohol drinks. n yea i CANT DRINK =/ hahaa. jan gt a shock at her 1st gulp of absolut vodka. cos it turned out to be concentrated xD anww. i tink alcohol is jz nt my stuff. lol.
P.S tracy, u drink quite a lot ah. wel done! heE.

anw afte tt we wanted 2 watch a ghost movie, the house, but PS n cathay bt all dun have! =( dun hav any nice late nite movies tt catch our attention so we decided to jz come hang out in my hse, n watch some horror movie online. lol. we watch the jessica alba version of "the eye". the story was good ya, meaningful n nt too scary.
P.S i will alwaes rem ur SCREAM suz!! wahahahahahaa..

afte tt we were all dam tired.. the 4 of us squeezed onto my mom's room bed n hav a good chat! bt i was so tired! lol.. afte chattin a wile, i dcided tt i want to SLEEP, cos we were plannin 2 wake up at 6am to eat breakfast at Macs. n it was alr 2am den! we need sm slp dun we?hahaa..bt e rest were so reluctant2 let me slp! evil ppl! haha.. they tried to tok LOUDLY etcetc 2 make sure i cant slp. bt i stil slp! HAHA. alrite..
den e alarm ring. its 6am time 4 our breakfast! BUT end up no one cares bout the plan anymore. no one bother2 wake up X)
so we end up wakin up at 10! went yakun to hav a good breakfast w e gals!
quality time i have w them! =)

anw dear, u jz posted on fri! No wonder i dint noe u posted new stuff! n i LOVE UR POSTS, cos they're so full of ur love4 me! XD

2008-02-09T03:09:00.000+08:00

Continuing from my last post... Now its already 6.09am in the morning in sydney. The sun starts to shine and i still haven't sleep because i didn't even fall asleep just now after talking to my dear. Therefore, i decided to get up to finish all my work and post sth for my dear. Oh ya, just realise we've been together for nearly 1 yr already ar... hehe m so happy! Life just couldn't get better having you with me. Oh ya i shall talk about the driving thing just now as well. Haha, lazy to post all the story about how i got fine on offense 2 road rules and driving with an expired license because thats not the important part. The significant point is that after i got fined a few times then i realise that it actually motivates me to earn even more money. Yeah thats right... haha i know it sounds abit ridiculous, but actually it makes alot of sense. If come to think about it, if we ppl manage to earn big money, then get fined of afew hundred bucks every single time won't feel so pain already sia... But still, i think i must be more careful next time. Hehe, shall not waste money on unnecessary stuffs because the fine amount to me now is still expensive. If can avoid it, might as well save money to buy ticket to see my dear... Ok la, i think today i posted too much already. Later i post too much you not happy sia my dear because i beat you in posting. haha...
miss you and love you always dear...

Shing

Happy chinese new year my dear!!!

2008-02-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

Hi dear... first of all, happy CNY. Wish your family and mine stay healthy and earn much much more... hehe. Ok, so what shall i start... During chinese new year, my parents called me to say happy CNY in the evening. The day before new year, i went to my relative's house to have a gathering dinner with them. On the CNY itself, i went to work as usual. Actually, i didn't even know that its CNY until i reached my relative's house the day before new year and they told me. Probably thats y they call us to have dinner there. CNY in sydney to me makes no much different from any other day sia... What i got on CNY is a 50 bucks angbao from my relative and thats it. Work from morning till evening, then had dinner at Absolute Thai restaurant with my brother and sister just as usual. Well but luckily, at least i got to talk to my dear when i come back home which makes this new year of mine so much more special than what it always used to be. Hehe, with you in my life, everyday is a special day to me my darling...

Shing

cny dinner w my belovedd BRO!

2008-02-07T22:32:00.000+08:00

today i went to hav a good good scrumptiouss dinner cum feast w my beloved broo! =D cny dinner! =) wish our whole family's here in sg w us thouu.. shall go bk indo for nx yr's cny! heE. Anw.. we decided to take lotsa n lotsaa photos of ourselves 2dae! haha..
yea we're e narcist siblings.
we're all set to go! dint dress up thou! lol.

we dont noe whr to go eat at fiz.. bt anw we finally decided on suntec city.. we wanted to eat fish n co tho, seafood platter XD bt wel we walk arnd n saw dis sundanese food. wel its v v similar 2 indo food ya. afte muchhh consideration n tinkin, we settle on tt! =) we ordered quite a few dishes. here's sm pics. they're yummyy! anw the ppl der mz be tinkin we're crazee coss we jz cant seem to stop takin photos weneva we're nt eatin. wahahahaa.. der's dis couple bsid our table, i tink dey're distracted by our flash cam. lol. bt wateva. we're havin fun n we're selfish ppl XD

laterr afte eatin.. we walk arnd suntecc.. practically all e shops r closed! hahaaa.. bt wel aint it perfect to take photos w/0 feelin embarrased? x) YEA.. we went to many different cornerss n camwhore. LOL. had so muchh fun.. bt err we do get tired after some time. waahahaha.. n yea my bro suddenly gt obssesed w a particular pose of his cos i happen 2 take a gud snap for him n he keeps doin the pose afte tt! LOL. yea my bro is cute. hahaaa. here's our masterpieces!

yepp. den i felt kinda tired n felt lik goin hm. while my bro dcided to accompany his fren watch a movie. haha. so i went hm afterwards! met some of my TJC frens in e bus! X) den dear called me on my wae hm.. we tried video callin.. wel i can c his face! bt i tink he cant c minee. lol.

tts all for nw! Hahaa.. hav a good dae ppL! =)

XD

2008-02-07T01:42:00.000+08:00

IM SHY DEAR I CAN BE SHY IN FRONT OF YOU! XD

randoM!

2008-02-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr people! =D
finally its cny.. been waiting for ages for it.. wel more cos it'll be HOLIDAE! yay..
havin sch hols r jz so GOOD. we shud hav them more oftenn.. yep. lol.
anw.. nth mush happen todae bt i enjoyed slackin.. end up dint go sch. was roadrun actually, hm i tink i cant pull thru e dist if i run anw. 3.6km eh! goodness i aint that fit.. anw e doc sae i shudnt take too vigorous exercise jz yet, so shall nt run =D Im a slacker siaa. no wonder m gettin fatter n fatter! bette work outt soon or im gona die durin trainings x)

tokinn bout trainings.. competition season reli arnd the corner.. n we squashies reli shud buckk up n trainn HARD HARD. we batch shall set record fot TJC! we shall beat all schools n emerge champion! XD yea la if onlyy.. lol. i'd bette train hard too! Gooddness nw den i realis squash reli nt as easy as i tht =( cant seem to be good at it. or mabbe im jz nt fated w it? i shud play more badminton instead! ahahahaa.. yepp. been long timee since i play badz sia. shall find free time play w jan dey all =D hope dey'll be free!

lalala.. anw few more daes is jan's special dae!! i cant wait to meet herr sia.. n c her BIG smile =D
hope she'll hav a wonderful amazing unforgettable bdae w us dis sat...she'll be 18, same as me! =)

hmmmM..
since sch start... reli damm hard to find time to blogg sia.. duno y. den abitt lazy to post pics. well.. upload pics abit longg ah. bt i wil wen i hav free time =D wenyuu dey all are complainin tt i dun update my blog n so dun bother to read it anymore. hahaha! wel i do sometimes ok!

alrite.. since im free. i decided to blog some pics frm past few daes i took!

met up w jan n suz recently. jz a casual outin afte sch. n i LOVE LOVE such meetings of ours =D
jz wish e nx dae no sch thouu. cant accpet the reality each time we hav to part to go hm. haiz.

i gt this lil fakiee tattoo on skul cny celebration. thx to the dance members! heE.

some pics taken w cute kylie n maria! m dearest classmates. n tts a neat plait tt yola help me do.wel done! bt goodness i look totally like a traditional china w tt plait. lol.

oh n den i had a shoppin spree w my dearest bao beii emm!!! jz on sun. went to far east n shop n shop non stop for lik 7 hrs!! goodness it was a long shoppin man! n we actually felt exhausted! wel last min cny shoppin XD far east gets crowded in e aafternoonn n we gt a lil dizzy among the crowd! bt wel we kept patient n go to almost all e shops =P
thkx soo much em for waiting patiently wen i kept tryin shirts n end up nt buyin. wahahah.. em has to suffer a long waitin time in squeezie shops! she's jz so sweet na.. love herr! oh she gt her bro the sling bagg.. nice n worth it indeed! anw, we had shilin food. OF COS. em wanted to eat the chicken. y dint u? haha.. anw den we were soooo tired, decided to makan dinner. we went over to bugis to eat cos she needa meet her mom to get new hp. P.S to em hp's STEALER. u horrible horrible person. wait ur hp get stolen n HAH u'll noe hw horrible it feels. hmph.
Em had her SPICY curry noodle, wile i had my fish mian xian (my fav XD) bt its e suckiest one i eva had. lol. im so so proud of em cos she's eatin smtg so spicyy!! shudnt it be e other wae round? XD lik wad u said, mz be our frenship. we're blending! yay! love her!
here r some pics.. bt we took v little pics =(( cos we're too occupied w our shopping n dint hav time to take much photos. surprisingly. cos we nv fail to camwhoree weneva we go out! heE.

poor em gt mood swing after tt. cos she has to wait long for her mom n dad n aunt. well bt i hope she felt bette afte tt!
hmm.. im alr startin to miss her! shall meet her reall soon. n take more pics. yea.

anw 3feb jay came bugiss! to promote his kungfu dunk show. gonna watch it soon i hopee.. my frens! anyone wana watch w me? its so hard to find frens to watch jay chou show w me!! haha! shall pull them force them watch w me XD

oh tokin bout jay chou.. ders a guy in my skul who looks oh so lik jay chou. im serious. i was lik WOW. hahaha.. cant visualize? exactly lik jay in his secret movie. funny sia. haha..

tts all for nw anw. i miss queenie too anw =(( i hopee she's doin great w her sweetheart!

and i jz finished tokin to him. he's so smart in his business, gosh he talks so profoundly bout his hp stuff. LOL. i gain new bz knowledge afte almost evry phone call frm him. he's lik my lecturer =D bt i feel kinda bad cos smtimes m jz nt smart enuff to understand some of the pts he said. bt wel, i stil do try m best to make a sense out of it. haha.. jz learnt bout dealer stuff frm him. n yea hp technology has indeed improved over these 6-7 yrs. gosh im saturated tonite.

alritee..n im so happy he posted for me againn! yay! another record. haha.. do tt more ya? it reli makes ur gf smile in front of the com.
love!

everyone deserves to love. and to be loved. isit possible to get a balance?

For her

2008-02-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Woah... you think only you miss me ar??? and you think only you want to stay with me is it??? You are absolutely wrong my dear... I miss you much much much more more more than than than you miss me ar... And don't worry my dear... I am working hard hard hard to figure out a way to build a comfort place for you and me my dear... hehe soon you'll see my efforts and soon you'll know who miss who more... Words ain't enough to show how much I love you...

for him.

2008-01-20T21:55:00.000+08:00

blame your girlfriend nv post hah! haha.. NONETHELESS its reli sweet of u tt u actually post durin xmas! i mean its break record.. cos u post completely on ur own will, w/0 her askin! she's so touched! how she wish u can do it more often! *hintss hintss* hehehe.. anw nt tt she dont want to update the blog, just tt she dont know why when skul starts she feel lik ders no free time at all.. BUT she said she wil no matter wad stil find time 2 blog yea.. wkend it shall be =) she tinks u shud too =) anw its the new yr its yr 2008!!! n u n her r still going on strong~! YAY! she hopes that the relationship wil go on n on n on n on n on n on n on n on... n on. no matter how hard or tough or difficult it may be! n she's sorry she has made u kinda angry last nite! but she has told u how she feels n all. so she hopes u all wil understand hw each other tinks.. n yea u made a pt too. ders nth wrong about anyting at all! yepp yepp. oh n ur girlfriend said she WILL make u open that door in ur heart! n make u feel comfortable sharing anyting n evryting w her. n tt u wil totallly be urself wen ure with her. cos she will love u for who u r. that's her goal =D

i love u baby~! i do n i reli do n i reli reli do.

see i post so nicee 4 u!

.life's filled w emptiness without him in her life.

Merry christmas!

2007-12-26T06:11:00.001+08:00

Merry christmas my dear! hehe although its already is boxing day. Well but wat to do, bcoz i just came back from playing poker cards at my friend's house only. Anyway, just wanna say i really really love u. haha i know that I just said it last night, but today is christmas, so i think i just shall say again. Takecare in indo my dear. see u soon...

outing w my angels =)

2007-11-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

27 nov 2007!
a FABULOUS day spent with my angels~! =))
went to meet wy n jan to goo wy's clubb.. yay~ met them at 10 at lavender mrt.. den we head to buona vista! hm. den i realis i kinda gt wrong attire =/ dint noe we're plannin to go gym too! tht swimmin only.. so i wore heels. GREAT. lol! nvm anw jan was so tired n half-awake tt she said she's too lazy to go gym. so yep went swimmin only =D bt gosh I CANT SWIM. bt i can swim some frog style thou. nt proper bt at least i can swim some dist la. n manage to work out a lil =)
anw after few laps, jan felt v insecure cos none of us has goggles. n she's nt used to swimmin w/o goggles. mz b e trauma she has wen she hit her lips while swimmin. bt i agree cos kinda hard 2 gauge whthr we've reached e other end w/0 goggles. hmph shud hav brought one along. heE.

afte our swimmin session, we had a great steamyy body scrub in tt steamy cosy room! SHUANG. it was darn cold in e pool cos it jz rained b4 we swam. we had goosebumps in e water. x) so it was HEAVEN wen we stayed inside the steam room (nt too sure wad it's exactly called, hehe) we scrubbed, massaged each other.. conditioned our hair.. felt SO GOOD man~! we stayed so long inside the steam room. afte goin in n out n in n out of e room, wy finally decided to b done n go bathe. bt me n jan were reluctant to bathe yet. hahahaha..
anw.. had fun bathin w the 2 SEXY babes. haha..

*hot water addicts*

~DONE~

went to eatt...

den we went over to the playground to camwhoree X)

im excited~

jan push me arnd~

life feels soo good~ *deprived childhood*

jan is walkin.. den she trips! haha wenyu's story!

jan n her short middle finger! wahahahhaa..

we played a lil of pool.. den we went over to dover to meet lovely suz!
*MRT camwhore session*

went to newyork smtg smtg to eat. cant rem the name! hehehe.. in citylinkk..
while waiting for our dear food........
sit with this gal n ur hp wil be full of u n her photos within seconds =DD

dis photo is taken successfully, thnks to wenyu's LONG hands. ehem n skills la. hehe..

CANDY FLOSS treats.
bt i don eat tt. i pose w it only. =D

this is my food. taste GOOD.

n we walk walkkkk...
me jan suz went over to GUESS to c c. wenyu gotta go over to chinatown alr =(
im in LOVE w the heels..theye're absolutely gorgeous man.. irrestible!! love the shiny ones.
ya la price also dam "NICE". shall go work earn big bucks den drm of buyin. haha..

afte tt, we separated ways again. hate this part most.

anw meetin dem again real soon! yay! =D cheerss~

oki shall end here. ta-ta~!

draw draw

2007-11-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

drawn..

with love..

before..

AFTER!

YAY! my masterpieces =D
n how colours can make a difference!

my second post

2007-11-24T06:48:00.000+08:00

Since it was too late alr last night after talking to her, so I have to wait until morning to post it. Well, slept for only 4 hours n have to get up already. Quite pathetic but anyway, with her love, i manage to start my day brightly every morning. ok, lets start the story from yesterday. I got up at 3pm yesterday after didn't sleep well for the past few days. Therefore, yesterday I was just too lazy to get up already. haha, decided to heck care the business for 1 day to gain a sweet sleep. So I left everything for my bro and sis. But it wasn't really busy anyway yesterday. so its fine la. Went to lunch with my friend at burwood westfield shopping centre bcoz he wanted to apply for a job there. haha in the begining, he didn't even dare to ask them for the work, but at the end he managed to ask the cashier there. ITs a normal retail or i would say accessories shop. Bcoz christmas coming, so we actually know that they need people as well la. Well but the job doesn't seems to give a really high pay although its not very low. $50 per day for the first 3 days as it considered as training. After that is $8.50 per hour and subsequently the pay will go up to $9 per hour or $10 after a little while if he performs well. after applying for the job and finished eating japanese chicken katsu which is just a normal chicken cutlet with rice, we decided to go to greenbox plus for karaoke bcoz he called me to go there since few days ago. However, we forgot that its friday n uni just finished around afew days ago, So obviously everyone is mad abt going to k after exams. therefore, we couldn't find any available karaoke place. The only thing that was available is VIP room at capital square there which cost $88 per hour. So come on, including rex at home or even if i call kevin or alex or miles. everyone combine together also will have to pay around 15 bucks per hour. On top of that, when 5 or 6 people there, we surely can't get to sing. I think it will ended up paying 15 bucks per hour just to sing 1 or 2 songs andy probably 30 bucks for 2 hours for 4 songs. That was real ex. so we just forget it. Then I came out with the idea of playing poker cards at paul's house, but he doesn't feeling like playing it bcoz we have been plaing for quite a few days already. Then i said lets watch movie then, pull rex come together as well. Don't everytime let him play computer games. It's just boring. But then he told me that he n rex are chinese. A movie doesn't worth 12 bucks for them bcoz they can download it online n watch it for free even long before the movie is actually released at the cinema. So i was like........... no comments. He made a point. So i ended up being bored slacking over at his paul's place n watching the boring rex playing computer games. Went back my own home at 10pm. Unlock a few phones and check my online business until around 12. After that fixed another phone until nearly 1 plus, but its still not been fixed. So i heck care n decided to call my dear. Well she's just reached her home as well. So we talk n talk n talk until 3 plus. Although i bu shi de hang up, but bcoz i have to get up at 7.30am, so I still have to say goodnight to her. Luckily, after that, i fixed that bloody phone again for another 20 minutes. I finally got it doned. Its fixed and perfectly unlocked. The nokia 6288. haha which is exactly the same as my dear's phone. So my job is done. I go brush my teeth n sleep on the sofa in the living room. Managed to Get up at 7.30am bcoz my brother called me n my sister push me. Get to work with them while listening to jay and lin jinjue's songs in the car. reached my shop at 9am. Take a look at the iphone that just reached my stock yesterday. Had a blueberry muffin and starbucks coffee then start writing blog until my this sentence. Thats it!

Shing

FAB DAE!

2007-11-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

had a GREAT day today! =DD
played badminton w jan+suz+wenyu+erwin+zhengyi in mountbatten cc! n itS FUN~!!
been so long since i played badminton =( deprove alot! bt ehem badminton is stil in my blood. =D n I LOVE PLAYIN BADMINTON. *dear. hints hints~ wen u come sg. ehem..X)*
anw! afte 2 hrs of sweating, me n e gals went to parkway fish&co to makan! =)
P.S sat at the exact same seat as wen i ate w u dearr~! same waitress served us too. x) i miss u badly! =(

Anw. it was FUN~! n good food!

here's some pics of us n the FOOD~!

our drinks baby! plus wy's head.lol.

yummy garden salad! =)

~best fish n chips~

i infer tt wy's too touched by hw gud her cheese fish taste? lol.

jan's masterpiece. rice+lemon+mayo+passion fruit+chilli. yikes. hahhaha.. our old game =)

muack love u jan! alwaes~ =))

jan's hands itchy n horny touch my thigh.

my hands ALSO itchy molest her sexy thigh XD

n we reminisce bout our sec 4 days together in e same class.. sitting together.. me n my loveliest janiCE, wy sittin w suz, directly bsid us, n tracy in front of me.. haiZ. nth beats those WONDERFUL MEMORABLE days.

to jan: i reli reli reli reli reli do miss sittin w u gal..we reli noe wen to get serious in work, wen mz copy notes, wen can crap lik siao, laugh lik xiao za bo. FUN! i love u lots gurl~!

to my dearest angels: i miss studyin w u guys!! N playin n gossipin n laughin toGether in TK! i'll NEVER forget those days. to me, they're the best times of my life.. n its permanently stuck in my heart alr n i truly miss bein same skul as u!! hope we'll alwaes stay e same. hope our frenship wil nv change! =)

anw im gonna miss THEm!!!!! lookin forward to c u gurls again soon~! =))

laterr........ i went hm bathe n go hangout w feli!! =))
bought quite some stuffs w her.. n m so happy 4 her, she finally managed to get her brown bag at good deal, a skinny jeans n her long-awaited black wedges!! MISSION ACCOMPLISHED! =P good shoppin today, GOOD DEAL at bugis street too. love it =) havent had enuff of shoppin der.. bt time flies =((

anw.. went to makan inside bugis.. wel den smtg happen.. wen i was eatin my noodle....SUDDENLY, this xmas decoration dropped directly into my soup! like THIS exactly. i dint move it or anyting!
gave me a good shock. lol. bt was funny =D

afte tt.. we took photos.. arnd bugis.. =))
masterpieces~

our reflections fel! XD

enakk ya fel foto2 trus =D

bis itu kita k topshoppp nyoba baju.. wel actually main motive bkn to try clothes. its jz to take photo! mwahaha.. mknya kita anyhow choose weird clothes to try on.. n ta-da~

fun man! bis tuu plg dechhh =( sampe ktmu lg fel! probably nx yr =( haha.. n enjoyy ya d indo ma si doi.. im SURE u WILL. detaills nya taon depan cerita2 ya!!! awas lho. haha..
gona miss ya~! ntar da balik indo hrs inget2 balik sg lho.. ntar loe trll enakk2 beta ma si dia, trus jd lupa balik sg =P

lalala.. my simple $9 cheaap bear tshirt~ n my dearest new skinny jeans! yay!

alrite.. time to ZzZzZ alr.. jz finished talkin to him. n he'd bette kp his promise n blog by tml morning! haha.. poor ting he has to kp up w my blabbers n stay up late thou he gt work e nx dae early morning.. well i miss u la! badly! x)

.......................well i always pray to God to protect u day n night, to ensure that ure always fine....................

First sentence from your dear...

2007-11-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

I luv u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u n love u infinitely... haha finally can just write something that shows all my feeling without have to repeat it... thats wat u thought me dear...

Love u n miss u much...
Shing

slack!

2007-11-21T22:45:00.001+08:00

lalala...
mood: NEUTRAL. neither happy nor sad.
did nth today! unless u count slackin as an activity!
woke up at 2!!!! =X bt it's been a LONG time since ive gt chance to slp lik pig. so yea pamper myself once in a while. FORGIVABLE. 无可厚非! Exact chinese vocab2 describe it.lol.
So glad finished my chinese alvl. i HOPE i dun hav 2 retake it nx yr!!!!!!

went to booook the badminton courts for fri! =D courts hardly available! so hav no choice bt booked a 1000-1200 slot.. bt tt'll mean tracy wont be able to make it!!!!!!!!! =(((((( sian.............
booked at mountbatten CC. its cheap over der!! muchh more dan mpcc. haha..

n tts a pic of a playgrnd near the cc. wanted 2 play e swing..... bt its kinda drizzlin n rain is gettin kinda heavy. so bette nt. scared rain heavy later... bt guess wad. wen i gt home, it stopp raining. LOL. its alwaes lik tt....

wen i gt home.. wen to make juice 4 my bro. my evryday routine. many many fruits!

esp love the strawberries! red n heavenly....... SOUR! LOL. sour tts y make into juice. so nt too bad. hehehe..
always have the craving for a fondue wenever i look at strawberries... *drools* i shall hav one soon! =D

ta-da! so which glass looks nicer? hmm i jz gt nth2 do. wan some? haha..

then i ate some simple salad! Wel jz home made by me salad. basically ate it cos im kinda used2 eatin it. haha.. healthy! Tts y.

they're SWEET! =)) love em. iceberg lettuce frm aussie n esp the tomatoes. they're fresh frm JAPAn!

so wad r YOU waiting for? eat salad everyday! =D
tasty n good for u! lol lame.

alrite nw tt im done bloggin. gotta go do my econs proj! ahh sian.
pw FINALLY over nw comes another horrible proj.
anyone familiar w the US sub-prime mortgage crisis? then come n save me! LOL.
complicated issue for goodness sake!!! bt wad to do. grp leader Linky is darn good in econs la.
lookin at hw hard n difficult econs issue can be....multiplier acceleration effect???? goshh. i thought acceleration is a term used only in physics! i felt quite relieved i dropped the decision of takin H3 econs... fuuuu.. tink i wont be able to manage.. bette stick to my H2 n do well in it. haha!

alritey............. ta-ta! n goodniteyy!

....................life's so unpredictable. full of ups n downs. bt manage dem wel n u'll soar...................

club trip w WENYU!

2007-11-21T02:05:00.000+08:00

ACTUAL DATE: 19 nov 07 =)
late postt...

went to wy's club to work out... at dover der. kinda far but trip felt so short w us talkin away on e train.. hehehe..we first did some leg exercise...den arms.. den abdomen part..den leg again! wooH e gym der was complete! NICE! we also learn hw2 use a new exercise tool. or do u call it machine? device? ah i duno e right word2 use. hahaha..

ooH.. Felt so fit n healthy after workin out!!
no guilt of eating afterwards! =D
anw kinda sad the bubble bath pool was in repair process. so no body soak tt day. roof prob or smtg. haha.. bt its okayyy =) cos i stil enjoyed myself!

Den went overr to IKEA to makan! n camwhore!
LOTS OF PICS!

spastic! LOL!

me enjoyinn der...XD

wenyU posing.... X))

n MORE! =D

spastic as we can be! we're having lotsa fuN! LOL. a form of entertainment? haha!
lalala... ate the exciting wasabi seaweed w wy tt cost $3! yummy!
Den we headed homE.........
fulfilling day w wy! =D

(=.............looking forward to our next meeting!............. =)

"musique of the night"

2007-11-21T01:08:00.001+08:00

ahh late post... but i GOTTA blog it cos its a GOOD day! memorable yep. cos its my piano concert XD

its on 17 nov 07! saturday!
was raining in the afternoon...
met up w emily first cos she's goin bk indo alr in the evening.. reli sad she couldnt come my concert.. but well its oki =) she came for my very first concert ever. she was on stage w me toO ey!
anw.. had FUN w her.. ehem.. AS ALWAYS.

yay got a new shoes from far east! cheap n nice to wear~!

my lovely em!!

emily full of expressions.. =D

den went to rehearsal..........GONNA MISS EM! =(

meet the gurls.. opening photo! =) love it.

playin on stage is SO different. u screw up parts u nv knew u wud. yep.

my pretty piano teacher! n the cutie sweetie jolene!

candid+the five of us!!

LOVELY flowers from my sweetest angels! rose of my fav colour someore. u guys r jz too sweet to be true! i ADORE IT! XD

Then went over to coffee club to makan..
yess thanks to jan we got 25% discount.. its ALOT. lucky us....hehehe..

GOOD FEAST. wy n my food. SCRUMPTIOUS. love eating w this gurl. haha..
we always eat on a "ur-food-is-my-food-my-food-is-ur-food" basis. =D

we took photos.. OF COS.

cute WENYU w her bangles. lol. ME+JAN! muacK!

*aint jan's look here jz so misleading?but CUTE!*

me n jan on my bed. haha..

love that day so much.. wel because i spent it with u gurls. thanks gurls for coming! =D
*LOVE*

P.S suz: no matter wad happen... u'll ALWAES hav our support. n we'll alwaes be der 4 u.
jgn sedih mll ya? loe sedih kita jg sakit hati le.. hehehe..we LOVE U!

.............its so simple to fall deep in love. but so hard to fall out of it............

2007-11-21T00:35:00.003+08:00

raffles trip

2007-11-21T00:35:00.001+08:00

ahhh its past midnite n im bloggin for the previous nite! nvm nth2 do...
yay my first blog. ever! lol. m excited for every lil tings in life no wonder im easily satisfied?
anw.. life's good.......... with SUBWAY!

went to raffles city w some of my long lost indo pri skul frens..
as usual.. tried on clothes!
tada! some of the stuff i tried.

new shades of mine =D

lalala sometimes i do feel money makes the world go round..
no money no shop. wahahaha..
so...... shall earn big bucks soonnn........ HAH. if only. lol.

ALL ABOUT YOU

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Cooking with eehwee! :)

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Thoughts about my dear

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Thoughts

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Happy 2 years...

life in April

Miss you dear...

:)

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its just another day.

:)

hi dear...

to you.

miss you...

everyday is a good day =)

PPP aka pre-prom preparation.

.. ..EM N AN.. ..

After a horrid process

GUESS WHAT!

11

A level exams???

=)

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life is like a game sometimes

em n me!

choc buffet =)

is this some kind of abstinence?

how? =(

sundayy! tml's my prelims! =S

Thursday night till friday n till saturday...

"apakah kau kan trus menemani ku?"

jz another day!

hi...

you back to me back to you again!

me back to you...

me2u

Tuesday night...

monday afternoon...

Working Sunday...

Thursday morning...

hello

hi dear...

2 slackslack days

tsktsktsk

11 june, someone's birthday =)

8 june.

goin bk indo tml!

another day. just another day.

hey YOU!

To my beloved dear

OUR OUTING!

post-reflection

Surprise!!!

written4 u!

Dear...

happy valentines day!

Happy valentines day!

jan's birthday!

Happy chinese new year my dear!!!

cny dinner w my belovedd BRO!

XD

randoM!

For her

for him.

Merry christmas!

outing w my angels =)

*draw draw*

my second post

FAB DAE!

First sentence from your dear...

slack!

draw draw

raffles trip